A Very Bad Habit

I have a habit.

A very bad habit
(At least for me)
And no one knows about it.

Don't get me wrong though,
I'm no rebel,
This habit is not the typical type like you might be thinking about.

People may think its not so bad.
Maybe even think that it's natural.
But I know to myself, it's something forbidden.

Something I should be forgetting,
Something worth erasing,
And mostly something worth throwing away.

But I also know that habits are habits. They grow old with you. Maybe even a part of you. Define you at some way.

Truth be told, I once learned it from my sister when I was young,
And it's one of the most of my regrets.

I may not tell now,
Maybe ever,
But I know that there will come a day where I will put an end to this habit of mine and never look back at it.

Cheers to everyone who has habits they want to leave behind in this life!