Playing hero, effortlessly
But I'm trying to hide
The peacemaker, lovely
But stubborn and selfish inside
I'm innocent, guilty as charged.
Just a solider misunderstood
I'm really trying to do good
But sometimes judgement
Takes a hold, becoming closed
My usual self,out the window
I'm innocent, guilty as charged.
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Hi, a lot goes on in my mind... #projecthumanity Kik: ashhkat •thanks for reading•
I have a habit. A very bad habit (At least for me) And no one knows about it. Don't get me wrong though, I'm no rebel, This habit is not the typical type like you might be thinking about.
The writing's been on the wall since the day that I was born. I tried to choose a path but both my head and heart are torn. I try to clean the wreckage of the mess that I have made.
Honestly, I'm my own worst enemy. I say and do Stupid things I know I'm not suppose to. Sometimes I feel like the madness is taking over my brain. The truth is I drive myself insane.
I say what's on my mind. Which is not always very kind. I try to pause and think for long. But it shows and then I am asked what's wrong. I never mean to hurt anyone.
It isn't easy being me As hard as that is for you to believe it to be I've got snakes and backstabbers following me around Fights and haters always coming around Jealousy and hating becomes a...
I am very troubled When I think of things I do, Of ways that I get round walls, Of people I once knew.
Oh sweet lord, look down upon me this night and set me free from the angst and turmoil in my life.
I regret what I said, I didn't mean it at all. I was just mad, I don't want to brawl. I regret what I did, When I said those words. Like a slap in the face, I couldn't of said worse.
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