To Myself

Happy birthday!

19 years.

I can't believe it, you know. Those 19 years felt like they barely happen. Like you just jumped from being 1 to 7 then 12 then 18 and now you're 19, soon to be 20. The years have been crazy for you , I know. But isn't it like that for everyone? We learn to cope with life everyday, i believe, and the moments and memories are who we are. This day may not be so grand but I want you to do things all just for yourself. Like smile for yourself, laugh because you want to, buy something you'll love, and maybe cry all the years you went through if you want. Be content and happy even for just a day. Wish yourself happiness. It's been hard catching happiness but keep trying please. And maybe even without looking, you'll find it. I wish you all that is good.

Happy birthday lovely,

Your one and only soul.