Loner

Have you ever been called a loner?
Not for a moment ,
But for a good amount of your life?

Like there's just something about you that separates you from everyone else and you don't know why or if it will ever stop.

It's like you have these invisible reasons in your head that you can't get rid of and they drain all the confidence or self respect for yourself and soon enough loneliness takes over because you want to be understood but it's seemingly next to impossible.

I want to get out of that world,
But it's hard.

I can't seem to get over it.
What do I do?