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When I was a little girl, I thought I ruled the world, Every teddy at my feet, With my swinging pig tails on the street, With no front teeth, and the world in front of me, You'd sit beside me, asking what I wanted to be, A vet, teacher, d…

Mothers Day • Opuss № I

I'm one of those people who are quiet and keep there feelings in, and keep them in until I can't any more. Until I run into a room and search for pen and paper and them scribble to my hearts content. And then at the end I feel better and I …

Opuss № I

Crying, Crying, Bloody tears, Representing your fears, Dying, Dying, Slowly in pain, Blood flowing like rain, Flying, Flying, Far away, Waiting for another day.

Opuss № I

Words, My peace, Comfort, Home, Words, Hold me, Love me, Watch me, Words, Help explain, Help me live, Help me learn, Help me survive... Words... Save me

Words • Opuss № I

Words used to take a big part of my life, and now I feel as though they have got there own new meaning and they have left me behind, no one reading my words. Everyone reading everyone else's.... :(

Opuss № I

Sorry I haven't posted- devastated to see how much my ranks increased! :( Sadly the wonderful world of exams is upon me but if you could take time to read my stuff and comment, it'd really make my day!

Opuss № I

Pain, Horrors you, Torments you, Absorbs you. Pain is the only reminder of our true selves. It battles it's way in until it's deep inside you, where it sees everything. Controls everything. Charlotte Clemencau was a girl who wasn't average…

The Railway Girl- Prologue (don't judge just read!) • Opuss № I

I don't know why I bother

Opuss № I

Sometimes I just want to disappear. I want to vanish and have some privacy for even a few seconds. I want to leave and see who would notice if I was gone. Who would care enough to search in places no one has ever searched before. I want to …

I Want Someone To Know • Opuss № I

I once had something special, A gift to me from another, It wasn't a particular object, But came from everyone but my mother, After she threw me out, And my heart filled with doubt, As I was only a little girl, Who needed a mother in the wo…

My Favourite Gift • Opuss № I

Why is life so hard?

Opuss № I

His face shone in the light of the moon; his hair cascading over his eyes. His mouth jerked into a sly smile as he elegantly jumped onto the roof. The night sky was bright tonight, some could say brighter than usual. However bright the star…

Prologue • Opuss № I

Sometimes I wonder why I go on, when it could be so much easier if it ended

Opuss № I

You know what I love? Curling up inside in your pyjamas, when you know that outside, it's freezing cold and raining. I love spending a day with you, going home, and still being able to feel your soft touches on my skin. I love coming inside…

You Know What I Love? • Opuss № I

The crystal clear, loving feeling, When you whisper I feel the meaning, Of every unwritten word, Only to me, it shall be heard, I like the ways you say you love me, I like the ways I know it should be, We do it in our own way, In our own la…

I Love You • Opuss № I

Biscuits are friends when the sky is grey, When everything is wrong and in your way, When you sit there- not knowing what to do, A cup of tea can help you through. Yes I'm English so I may be lying, But I know a biscuit and tea can help the…

English Food • Opuss № I

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TWITTER PEOPLE;) • Opuss № I

Yeah, I'm still here, Thanks for holding me oh so near. Not. Yeah you think you're 'totally' hot, But really you are a disaster, In stupidness- you're a master, Can't you learn faster? Yeah I'm your girl... For now, But you don't know how, …

Nothing In Return • Opuss № I

How effortlessly my tears fall, How easy it is, not to care at all, What a wonderful life it would be, if only you could set me free, If only I was the girl you wanted, Not leaving you broken hearted, If only I could see your smile, The on…

If Only • Opuss № I

Today is a day when I will stop to ponder, All the lives lost I will start to wonder, Imagine the lives falling down, Imagine the sadness all around. Today I will help to remember, Why this is the 11th of November, Today I will wear my pop…

Poppy • Opuss № I

Suffering silently, my own sadness, Caught in my own deranged madness, Oblivious, I don't know how, No body wants to know me now. My flowers lay, dead by my side, Tissues lay, remembering the tears I cried, My dress covered in my crimson b…

Suffering Silently • Opuss № I

I like stars, I love the way they glitter and shine like diamonds. They somehow show the path when we are lost, when the world is dark and we have no way to go. Stars are like hope, it is always there- but sometimes never seen. Sometimes th…

Stars • Opuss № I

You promised me, You'd never be, Someone else, But now you are, Someone else. I loved you like I've never loved before.... I love you and I can't help wanting more, Why do you have to go and turn yourself around? Why do you have to be som…

I Don't Care • Opuss № I

Sometimes people don't understand. Sometimes you sound selfish. Sometimes that's life.

Opuss № I

The crunch of the leaves beneath my tired feet is comforting. I knew I was so close to home, the faint glow of the warm fire was in the distance. My breath flew out in a cloudy whisper, my nose and cheeks pinched by the bitter cold. I could…

Autumn Days • Opuss № I

Broken heart and broken mind, The things that make me define, The lost life in front of me, The lost things that I wanted to be, After the last time you cheated, And I lay on the ground defeated, Your fist held up in celebration, I've lost,…

Broken • Opuss № I

The smoke glistened on the lake, As we recalled my mistake, The trees a shadow of pitch black, As I try to get you back, The words spill from my open mouth, And I realise I can't live without, The time stops like my heart for a minute, Th…

Opuss № I

There was a girl just aged seven, When her mother went to heaven, And her father turned for worst, and then guess who felt it first? Before the tears and pain, The little girl would remember again, What her mother would say, When the world …

Look For Me • Opuss № I

The mirror shone before me, highlighting my every flaw. My tears run even when it's gone, and I can't help but turn away. They say that 77% girls think their ugly? Well there's no one there to tell some of us aren't. Our families do but the…

What Does It Make Me? • Opuss № I

Love is just an emotion, It cannot be controlled, Love is not an object, That is traded, bought or sold, Love is nothing to laugh about, It can tear people apart, But you know it's right, When it comes from the heart, Love cannot be taught,…

Opuss № I

Every step I take, Is just another mistake, Every time I fall, It reminds me of it all. Every glance I see, Reminds me of what I can be, And every time I pray and plead, Reminds me of what I really need. You are my shining star, I love ever…

You Are • Opuss № I

Can you see me? I see you, Through the window I look through, I admire your eyes and mouth, Both are which I couldn't live without, You look up, curiosity in your eyes, I look down, using my hair as a disguise, As I blush, hiding all the w…

Notice Me • Opuss № I

I posted a chapter one of a story and I dunno if I should continue it... Should I?

Opuss № I

Maybe I am just insane, Walking down memory lane, I'm not supposed to go this way, And not here, not now, not any other day. That walk would leave me blinded, No longer open minded, For I can't decide, Should I watch or leave and hide? T…

Memory Lane • Opuss № I

Im wanna do a story on here but I want some help so I know if you would read it, so comment stuff please e.g what it should be about, which famous people if any etc Comment your ideas please (:

So Yeah • Opuss № I

When you meet (kind of) someone who just puts a smile on your face and you can't help think that maybe not everyone hates you

Opuss № I

The taste of your lips on mine, Would make me love you in time, Your arms holding me.... Never to let me free I love you like a winters day, Beautiful but with a sharp delay, A second before you feel the bite, Of the cold wind holding you s…

Never Truly Mine • Opuss № I

You're pretty. You're beautiful. They said. They tell me this all of the time but every syllable feels like a lie to me. I look in the mirror and I feel despair and hope. How can I find true love if I look the way I do? How?

Opuss № I

My love I feel for you is like standing under a canopy of leaves during a downpour of rain. The green fresh leaves keep me sheltered from the misery of the falling water. The sound of droplets echoes around me, but under I'm safe not capabl…

My Love • Opuss № I

Omg did you see dat shizz? Wat iz it dat has u in a fizz? Lol jk who really carez, yano? U iz all like, what's goin on in da English lingo, And I iz like yeah, swagger iz ourz, When we is on Facebook 4 Hours, As long as we don't speak a…

I'm Not Like That!! • Opuss № I

Do you think we could? Do you think we would? Do you think you will remember? When your gone forever, If I could I'd follow you everywhere, In my dreams you wouldn't care, But you forget me the next day, Before I can say, Why is it after ev…

I Don't Know How I'd Survive • Opuss № I

Stop, look at me please, Is it those eyes that fill me with ease, Are they the reason my ever line is a rhyme, Are they the reason my heart beats double time, Are you the one? My king, My savour, The one who thrills with his flawless beh…

Please • Opuss № I

Oh hello and welcome to the show, My name is Alex and I will be your host, Who is reading today, let's take a gander, Feel free to repost, Oh hello, welcome to the game, Have I already mentioned my name? Who Is ready to win or lose, Who is…

Oh Hello • Opuss № I

Did you know that every step we take, Every move we make, Every breath we breathe, Everything we achieve, Is for nothing...? No surely it must mean something? Is life just an endless race, Towards a horror we must face, All we hear is fight…

I Want The Life As A Teenage Girl • Opuss № I

Guess what? Another blast from the past, Another feeling I thought wouldn't last, Who thought that from escaping anxiety, Meant escaping society? And when emerging from that place, Hoping never to see your face, And never having to feel, Wh…

Love You Again • Opuss № I

Without me, without you, There's nothing for me to do, Without him, without lust, I would have never lost your trust, Without you leaving me, Without me leaving you... Together we were thick as thieves, But now no one can believe, That so…

Without • Opuss № I

My great miseries in this world have been Heathcliff's miseries, and I watched and felt each from the beginning; my great thought in living is himself. If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else re…

Favourite Book Quote • Opuss № I

Where are you when I need to talk? Where are you when I'm all alone? The only time you notice me is when your angry with me. Please don't leave me alone. I need you.

Where Are You • Opuss № I

They annoy you until there not there. Then you want them back.

Parents • Opuss № I

I am the girl with no name, The one you'll never see again, As I stand here in the pouring rain, Please don't, don't scream again. I am the girl who was once alive, Without his love I will never survive, On your pain, I thrive, Waiting, …

The Girl With No Name • Opuss № I

Without you I am like a phone without signal. I am like a balloon without air. The way I feel for you is so incredible that its like being on a roller coaster, I'm screaming all the way. I enjoy every second of the ride, every day of the tw…

You • Opuss № I

If I were ever to say good bye, Would you ever care? Would you stop and watch me go bye, But you know I'd never leave, Cause you have me in a crazy trance, I can never stop loving you, Even though you always pass me a glance, I know you do…

You Don't Love Me • Opuss № I

I'm no superwoman, But I could take you for who you are, I am everything you want, Your own personal star, You just don't see, See that we belong forever, Who will ever understand, So why aren't we together? And I know I'm not smart, I'll…

Love You • Opuss № I

I may not be perfect, I may not be pretty, I may not be everything You've ever wanted to be, I may not be beautiful, I chose books instead of looks, I may not be amazing, But I'm definitely me, I don't care for beauty, Perfect is what I'…

I'm Not Perfect, But I'm Me • Opuss № I

You and me, We belong together, You are the one for me, Everyone says we will last forever, Forever, you and me, We go together like ant and dec, Well that's what they say, Personally I think were like donkey and shrek, It always has work…

You And Me • Opuss № I

I stare out of my living room window, I sit there pondering the difficulties of life, the rain begins to dance down the glittering glass. The rain isn't a rare occurrence here in britain, and I merely pressed my face onto the cool glass, a…

Raindrop Race • Opuss № I

SMASH! I jumped out of my skin. Oh crap, not again. Another smashed glass. My hands couldn't stop trembling, as if minor earthquakes were rippling through them. I drew a shaky breath and picked up the shards, I picked up most of them succ…

Nerves • Opuss № I

I looked through the crowd, I could see sparkling tears on everyone's faces. Everyone's but mine. Of course I was sad he died, he was the love of my life. But yet, the emotion was buried somewhere inside and I couldn't seem to let it out. …

Emotionless • Opuss № I

I don't like it when people tell me what to write, or to stick to what other people like reading. I mean I write from inspiration, I don't sit there thinking 'oh crap I can't write it cause it doesn't stick to what they want to read' people…

Rant • Opuss № I

Meet me at that place, The one that no one knew, The place where we could stay, No one, just me and you, You know the way you used to smile, We would smile and laugh together, You used to hold me in your arms, Hold me there forever, And w…

Our Place • Opuss № I

Okay. I can do this Smile. Sigh. I walk through the crowd, surprised that no one has realised my false pretence that I try so dramatically to pull off. Or maybe they have given up on me. My smile seems somewhat insane as I catch a glance…

All Just An Act • Opuss № I

I watched as the whispering winds gathered around a previous me, as I took my final steps. The one I was watching did not know this. She stepped forwards, a smile opening on her face. She was going to meet the one she thought she loved. The…

Unwanted Memory • Opuss № I

They shoot, like stars, Into the sky, to show what? Nobody knows but this, Shows miracles, in action, Show pain, through explosion, The boom deafens and surprises, Like a gun shot in the sky, bang! Making you forget the sparkles, That rain …

Firework • Opuss № I

Waking up, trembling with fear, The memory shedding another tear, Reminding me of the past dream, That woke me up in a painful scream. Creatures creeping throughout the night, Adrenaline left from the fearful fright, Saws knives and guns, …

The Nightmare • Opuss № I

Blood drips Crimson blood, tales of pain, Misunderstood. Blood falls, Blood once pure, The devil inside, Looking for a cure. Blood dances, effortlessly like tears, Showing pain, Lasting for years. Blood stops, Flowing around, Life coming…

Blood • Opuss № I

Life is like a roller coaster- It has it's ups and downs, But it's your choice whether you scream, Or enjoy the ride

Life • Opuss № I

I force a smile onto my broken face, Those memories I try so hard to forget, Everyone sees a shimmering smile, But inside a lasting feeling of regret, At all the things I didn't say, And all the things I didn't do, With nothing but an empty…

Lost • Opuss № I