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ammeyelwal
ammeyelwal • 74 followers

I am sorry, for everything. For what you've been reading, what you might be feeling. I know what I've been expressing must be difficult to take. It may seem like an overreaction but right now it's the only thing making me react.
Just know, there is no one to blame. Don't know if I can blame myself when this seems like an automatic response.
As if it's my instinct.

I look back in the past at the people who'd take this as a joke. Thought I was craving attention. Doing it because I could.

I don't know if you understand or if you even believe me.

I know you try to.

I don't want to upset you, I know you don't want me upset. I just don't know what to do anymore but from the bottom of my heart, as always.

I am sorry.

#emotional-confession #inner-dialogue #personal #self-reflection
ammeyelwal

@ammeyelwal

So many times I try to write but nothing comes out till I feel the pain. kik:ammeyelwal

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Comments & Feedback (9)

mdh
mdh
Jan 25, 2013 at 8:08 AM

You still don't have to be sorry. I'm still trying to overtake you on here btw :)

ammeyelwal
ammeyelwal
Jan 25, 2013 at 9:47 AM

@mdh I have to be when it's my fault. Wish I could go back few month but then maybe I wouldn't STILL be overtaking you on here :p

cutwings
cutwings
Jan 25, 2013 at 10:13 AM

Don't apologise. If people thought you were seeking attention fudge them. They don't know how you feel. They don't know what is going on with you or me or anyone but themselves don't let their judgements effect you :)

ammeyelwal
ammeyelwal
Jan 25, 2013 at 10:16 AM

@cutwings that's the most sense I've heard in a while. Ill try and remember that :)

mdh
mdh
Jan 25, 2013 at 12:13 PM

@ammeyelwal I was in front for a bit! You honestly never have to be sorry though.

ammeyelwal
ammeyelwal
Jan 25, 2013 at 12:15 PM

@mdh for an hour or two? And I do, you know why.

mdh
mdh
Jan 25, 2013 at 2:07 PM

@ammeyelwal at least a week :p still don't have to be in my opinion, that won't change

ammeyelwal
ammeyelwal
Jan 25, 2013 at 3:07 PM

@mdh a lot of things change.

mdh
mdh
Jan 25, 2013 at 6:40 PM

@ammeyelwal doesn't mean they have to

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