This last week seems to have proven my point. Everyone around me is so immature, the things they laugh at, the things they say.
I don’t want to be one of those people on their high horses, but everything seems so difficult and important.
People accusing me of things I haven’t done, people saying they are sorry when really they aren’t.
It bewilders me.
Despite the fact I don’t want to care what they do, say or think, I genuinely do.
I feel trapped in a small town of people who think they know me, when they only know my past.
A jumble of thoughts with no place to go, no box with a nametag for them to stay.
Until that box appears, I have to deal with the thoughts.
On the other hand they’re all soo demanding, they take too much time and energy.
Thoughts suck the life out of me, how much longer can I carry on?
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