My Apology

This is to the guy, that I went out of my way to get noticed by.
The one who I trusted, the one who told me lies.
The one who made me feel like I was the only one, the one that was through with me, when the game was done.
The one that made me feel like I was impossible to love, the one who called me over when he just wanted to bust.
The one that made it clear, I'm not the girl he wanted me to be.
I tired and I failed,
So this is my apology.

This is to my friends that say I do nothing but bitch and complain.
The ones who left because they say I've changed.
The ones who didn't stick around in my time of need.
The ones who gave me more or a reason to grieve.
I understand I'm not that girl I use to be.
And for that,
This is my apology.

This is to the girl with the low self esteem.
The girl who cries so terribly.
The one with the forced and fake smile.
The one who hasn't been happy for a while.
The one whose afraid to trust any men.
The one whose afraid to let anyone in.
The one whose past up many changes at love, because she finds people hard to trust.
The one that was robed of her purity and self esteem.
This is to the girl I'm embarrassed to be.
This is my apology to me.