My sister is six and I am twelve. I think my parents like her better. They treat me like a robot that doesnt have any feelings and that is supposed to do everything perfectly and that was gotten to take care of my sister. The Depression poem I wrote before, well, they are the biggest factor that makes me feel like that. Sometimes I wonder that if I ever commited suicide they would actually cry. Maybe they would mourn, but they would think of me as a pet that died, not a daughter or a human being. I cry every night while taking a shower and just before drifting of to my restless sleep. Does anybody feel like that? Oh, and BTW they treat my sister like a god. She asked for twelve things and got them all, while I got one used camera they baught from a friend. If I ever tell them this they will think I am an ungrateful brat who is very selfish and wants everything to herself. Well, all I want is for someone to love me, and love me the most. Maybe not my parents, but just someone to tell me I am special and that I am 1st place in something. I am always 2nd or 3rd or 5th, and it really brings me down. Id rather be good in one thing and bad at almost all others then be mediocre in everything. Maybe Im just sad, but sometimes I wish I wasnt born. Is it just me?
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You have to calmly speak to your parents, pick one you can talk to best. They would be heartbroken if they thought you really felt like this. Let them know... Being the eldest you will notice a difference in how you are treated than your sister. How were you treated when you were six ?
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