I Want Him...

...To go through my phone and find every single picture of him deleted
...To scroll through my contacts and find that his number isn't there
...To look through my room and find that teddy bear gone, those notes ripped up, that flower wilted, and the bracelet throw away
...To page through my notebook and find every heart scribbled out
...To look at the palm of my hand and find a new name written there
...To browse through my memories and find not a single one of him remains
But, above all, I want him to hold my heart and find that is no longer weighed down with the burden of loving him