Fallen Again

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What more can I say.
I'm at it again.
He's so beautiful.
He's so perfect.
And I've fallen.
For someone who, according to society, would be completely below me.
He is the exact thing society screams to avoid: shy, socially awkward, not much style, not tan.
He wears the same three shirts every week. And he looks fantastic in them.
He has the palest skin I've ever seen, and the prettiest bluey green eyes I have ever looked into.
He's awkwardly tall, with lanky arms.
When a girl looks at him he looks like he's going to pass out.
He almost passed out when I dared to speak to him.
Dared to stick my tongue out at society and follow my heart.
He's one of those amazing boys that hide behind themselves.
But when he's on stage. When he sings.
The emotion in his eyes...it...it's unreal.
He's an angel.
A complete angel.
And no one knows because he stays shy.
Well, except around me. When we're together, he smiles and laughs. I love his laugh. We both love to sing. We're gonna be in an advanced choir together next year.
He's just so perfect...
And he doesn't even realize. He doesn't even see...how amazing he is.
There's just one problem though...he admitted to "having feelings for me"...but...he says he's actually "in love" with another girl...and I saw a picture of her. She's so pretty...
I can't compete...
So what do I do.
I've Fallen Again.