2 February 2013
The rest of the night was just like that. Paul touching me, Paul taking my phone and kissing it, Paul doing flirty things and then realizing "we shouldn't do that" and then laughing.
It was sending me spinning. All thoughts of Jason and Gigi were gone, and once again, my love for Paul took center stage.
And it SUCKED.
Now, I'm not sure what to think. Because I woke up this morning and remembered Jason, and Gigi texted me, and now...now I'm torn.
I'm trying to move on from Paul, but it seems he doesn't want that. And if he doesn't want that, does that mean he feels more than he's letting me know?
But I like Jason. And I might even like Gigi.
Even though out of the three, I would definitely choose Paul.
I have no idea what to do.
So as I try to decode this twisted puzzle, all of you are gonna be right there with me.
Because...this IS new...and even though it's confusing and nerve-racking and terrifying with its newness....
I...
I kind of like it.
;]
Well...This Is New - 14 • Opuss № I