21 February 2013
It's only been five days since Paul left for Canada, and I miss him. For two of those days, he didn't talk to me, but for three, we *did* talk. So I shouldn't miss him that much, but I do... Which is why, this morning, as I lay in bed reading, I smiled for twenty seconds straight when an iMessage from him caught me off guard. He said hey and then told me he was at a cottage with no wifi for a couple days. Then he sent me a picture he drew. It was the most random picture I have ever seen: a pillow with a weird face looking up at a laughing palm tree, with a windmill, a volcano, and a flying meteor in the background. Even with the randomness, it was an excellent drawing, and I laughed out loud. Paul is such a good artist. He had to leave for then, so I decided not to text back at all, until later. We've been talking for little pieces of time all day. He told me had ideas for the book we're writing together (already almost 100 pages long), and I told him about my weird symptoms I've been having. I told him I was going to the doctor tomorrow, and then asked him what his ideas were. But he never told me, and instead expressed concern for my sick state (he was at school when a few scary things happened in terms of my health, I'll spare details). I just kept smiling, telling him I'd be fine. He had to go, and still isn't back yet, but me and Heather started texting. She and I are getting really close, and I really like it. I enjoy talking to her - she's so smart and funny. She asked me how Paul was. I asked if he'd talked to her. She said no. I frowned. He'd only talked to me? I debated asking Sally if he'd talked to her, but decided against it. He made it clear that I wasn't special. That he doesn't prefer me over anyone else. But...um...if he had time to text me, he had time to text Heather and Sally.
And that reminds me of one night, when we were texting. Sally had texted the group iMessage and I answered with a hello. I asked Paul why he hadn't replied, and he said "lol I don't really feel like talking to them right now. Just wanna talk to you"
... ........ I *just* remembered that. Like just now. .............. He's such a liar!
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