Young Love (Pt 15)

NOOOOOO!!! So sad!!:( But OMG!!! :O

"Wha what? J joe your a awake?" "Yeah babe
I'm here. Sorry." "It wasn't your fault babe."
He held me close and kissed me thoroughly, I missed this feeling.
He was gone for too long.
"Hannah, I'm so happy. We're having a baby!!!" "Oh! Mom told you!?" I said stupidly.
"Yeah sure babe. I needed to know."
"It's just, well Joe. I, I've been having second thighs about this. You know, I'm only 17 right. And it's kind of ok for you because your 18. Allowed to drink, drive and all that. Umm so well I should actually maybe have an abortion. " "What!? No Hannah. Please I can't let you do that!! It's my child too and you know we can't just kill an innocent child. No I I'm sorry but I CANNOT let that happen."
This was the first time he was actually angry at me. I hated it. But, I actually felt like I hated HIM at that moment. He was acting like the baby was only his? No, no I can't raise a child at the age of 17! I'm having an abortion.
"No, Joe sorry but I can't raise a child at 17! Look I've got uni to go to and the rest of school. I'm just too young. Don't think the baby is just yours. I am the mother. I have a right and I am having an abortion. "
"Your just killing an innocent child. We'll be a proper family. Don't act like a total bitch and ruin everything."
I was shocked! I think he was too. He NEVER swore at me!
What have I done? All I want is too have an abortion because I am too young to raise a child. It's not as if I'm never going to have children?
"No. I'm doing what I like. Why don't you just go and find another girl to have sex with and have a child.
Do what you want, but not with me.
I realised I was in my room, "You can get out of my house too. Your no boyfriend, treating me like shit."
Suddenly his eyes became pleading. He wanted me back. But I didn't want him.
"Hannah................."
He kissed me and started taking my clothes off.
As he started I pushed him off me. "No. Never. Don't try to get your ex girlfriend back by trying to have sex. Just get out. Get out of my house and never come back. We're off."
I was back to my lonely self without a boy in my life :(