"Take love and multiply it by infinity, take it to the depths of forever and you would still only have a glimpse of how I feel for you."
I used to sit at my bedroom window and think about my future. I always pictured me being somewhere far away from here. A perfect place. Far too big to imagine and life there was amazing.
Me: I don't know you, but I love you and we are gonna get married. Best friend: *Gets on one knee* I love you so so so much, marry me. Me: YESSSS.
It's life or death, What would you choose. Life. Yeah, I would too. Life is good, For all who accept it. Maybe you don't agree, But don't throw a fit. Don't you see. Most everyone agrees.
I was alone with my thoughts today and realized something.
Shed some blood, Shed some tears. Slightly died, Until forgotten all fears..
I know links don't work on Opuss and it truly sucks, but I want to show you 2 stories I read.
No one could ever hate me as much as I hate myself..
Kik - Kenzie_Sapphire Instagram - KenzieSapphire DeviantART - KenzieSapphire Those are the only sites I use pretty much.. I also use Facebook, but I use Facebook for talking to personal friends.
Who are you to try and stop me from my dreams. Do you really think I care what you think?. I'll be living the extreme, And you'll back talking to your shrink. Who are you to judge.
He was the one I dreamt about.. He was the one that actually cared.. He was the one that made me smile.. I miss that...
What is with all this marriage stuff. Being tied to someone for the rest of your life, sounds terrifying. Why would you want to give up your freedom like that.
Hello guys :'3 My life is not very crazy and busy right now so if you haven't already noticed I've been posting a lot more. So yeah. XD Right now I'm working on a piece..
#100things (Not in order and not quite 100 things) 1. Three Days Grace 2. Black Veil Brides 3. AC/DC 4. Queen 5. Metallica 6. Rob Zombie 7. Pink Floyd 8. Linkin Park 9. Three Doors Down 10.
Why can't I just have you to myself?. It hurts... Knowing you're not mine, Knowing you're out there getting wasted and ending up waking up in bed with some girl. Why don't you see that?. I LOVE YOU.
I'm in love with him. Totally and completely in love with my best friend. We can talk forever and more after that, and I guess one time while we were talking, I went and fell in love with him.
People always tell me my best feature is my eyes, but why?. They're eyes. A lot of people say they're jealous because I have hazel eyes.
(Not completed. Only 18 things) This is a list of things I like to do in my free time. #100things 1. Writing. I love writing down my feelings. It's the only way to truly express myself.
I want to be everything you want me to be, I want to do everything you want me to do, I want to make you love me more than you ever have, But all I NEED is you. <3.
Roses are red, Violets are blue, I love myself, And so do you. (P.S I hate you) .
So yeah... What the title says. Have a good one .. Being a single pringle or taken bacon. ;) lol.
Why do people think I'm insane for wanting to be myself and not some fake ass barbie. :/ Maybe I don't want to weigh 70 pounds and follow the latest trends.
I'm in love with a girl that wants me dead. Her name is Ana and she lives in my head..
They say I'm picture perfect, they say I'm oh so fine. They see what's on the surface, and not what's on my mind..
18+ Part 1 - It enfolds me in its warmth, And cradles me in endless nights of torture, My breathing gets heavy, Coming out in little puffs Until I have to force myself to...
Charmanders are red. Squirtles are blue. If you were a pokemon, I’d choose you. Your smile is stronger than a hyperbeam. Like Jesse and James, we’d make the perfect Team Rocket.
"Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka.
I remember all those times we would stay up all night long playing Pokemon and fighting over who was the better gamer.
I'm insane?. Have you looked in the mirror lately. You've let yourself go.. What has happened to you. You're a wreck. I want the old you back.
I have a puppy named 'Scrappy' She intends to be quite bipolar. One minute she's happy, next she's unhappy, But I love her and that's all that matters!<3.
I know everyone thought this chapter would never exist .. It's probably a shock to most, but let me explain.
Teachers: All of you make sure there is a 10 feet radius between you and your dance partner of the opposite gender. You're not allowed physically touching another human being once the dances starts.
I miss those times when he would hold me until I fell asleep in his arms and I would wake up with a smile on my face because I dreamt about him instead of having nightmares.
Friendship complications ... D: Best friend: What's stopping you. Me: The world and everything on it.. Best friend: Not true. The only thing stopping you is you..
I want to tell all of you something.. Life is short, live life while you can. Don't do drugs and party all the time. Live. Do things that won't kill you. Duhh. Anyways..
I've been betrayed, I've been broken, I've been torn, And when the time comes, I'll simply say I've made it through the roughest patches in life, Now it's time to rest.. For eternity. <3.
I have one actually goal in life. I want to graduate and I want to live to turn 18 and when I turn 18, I just wanna run. I wanna get as far away as possible from where I am right now.
Life is so overrated. I mean, what's the point of living it when I'm already dead inside. Well...
You're one day closer to death..
Tender touches, tossing and turning in pleasure. Shaking, shivering, erotically, Forever. Sexual desire rising. Touching me in the most perfect spots, so clever. ;).
This random girl walked up to me in 6th grade and this is what happened... Girl: Are you a guy. Me: Um no, why. Girl: Well 1. You always hang out with guys. 2. You love anime. 3.
I piss people off too much, I leave people speechless, I tear people limb by limb, I make people wanna hate me, But they still love me. I'm just one very unique messed up child and I'm lovin' it ;).
Life is what you make it..
#acrostic Tendency to bring your fears to life. Horror expression on each and everyone of their faces. Enough scariness to last them a lifetime. Howling in pain. Only they can stop the black hole.
Best friend: Good morning. Me: Good morning. Best friend: Your hair looks terrible. Me: Shut up. Best friend: You might wanna take a shower and make your hair nice and soft again.
I've always wanted to have a lucid dream, but it seems like every night when I lay my head down on my pillow.. I either have nightmares about my past or I don't remember having a dream..
Nothing in alcohol forces you to tell the truth. It does however, eliminate inhibitions and judgement. Some parts of the brain shut down so you might not even remember the truth.
Some people are kind. Some are terrifying. Some people are old. Some are young at heart. We all have different types of traits or genes and I think that is the #1 reason not all of us get along well.
I intend to love violence.. Is that why everyone thinks I'm so vicious. Honestly I'm not vicious or violent... Unless you make me mad (; Better run!.
Best friend: One more kiss can be the best thing, but one more lie can be the worst. Me: And all these thoughts are never resting Best friend: And you're not something I deserve.
If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you, If I hadn't liked you, I wouldn't love you, If I wouldn't love you, I wouldn't miss you, But I did, I do, and I will. <3.
Friends: You're so pretty and skinny. Guys: Ew, what is that thing. My face: Even surgery can't fix your ugliness. My thighs: Cut down on the bad food. My stomach: You eat to much.
My veins are carrying a burn sensation through out my whole entire body. I feel paralyzed as I stare into the depths of space. My body shut down. I can't feel anything, except pain.
Me: I'm a whore Best friend: Ima kick your ass Me: Why. Best friend: Because you're not a whore. Me: Yes I am, even Aaron agrees. Oh, and btw you couldn't kick my ass.. I'm stronger than you.
Most people mistake me for a cute and innocent little girl, but honestly I'm a fucking rebel. <3.
If you want to date me, be sweet, be funny, and you have to be deadly. ;*.
Me: What are we. Best friend: I'm a guy and you're a girl.. I think. Me: I'm still a girl.. For now. Best friend: Please don't become a guy.. Then I will have to become gay.
Me: Thunder Buddy, it's thundering!. This is the first time we aren't together.. Best friend: If you hear the sound of thunder, don't you get to scared.
Best friend: You should come over.. My parents aren't home (; Me: If I come over, Ima give you blue balls bitch xD Best friend: ... Nevermind. O.o Me: Thought so. :P Lmaooo.
Best friend: Are you pregnant. You sleep all the time, you always have cravings, and you eat the weirdest foods. Me: Yeah, I'm totally pregnant. Oh and you're the father. Best friend: Fuck that.
I turn to writing when things don't seem to be turning out. I don't know where I would be in life without writing. <333.
Best friend: All these whores are just notches on my bed post. You're the only girl I want. Me: But why me. Best friend: Because you're so sweet and amazing in every way..
#600thOpuss Everyone always asks "What do you want to be when you grow up?" People reply with answer like, a doctor, a princess, a cowboy, or even an astronaut.
I feel as if I've been stabbed in the chest a million times, then beaten and threw in a pit of fire. The pain stops. I feel almost pleasant, but soon after the pain comes back.
I miss those times when my grades were the only thing I cared about. I miss those times when my grades were my first priority. I miss those times when I had straight A's.
I'm the girl your parents warned you about, I'm that freak without a doubt ;).
I haven't had a real convo in days and so much shit has been going on. I'm not really the type to share my feelings. I guess you could call me a loner.
I'm not a second option. You either choose me, or you fucking lose me!.
The 1 person who made me feel alive, who made me feel as if I actually belonged, is now gone. He's gone forever. I still don't believe it. There is not one day that passes that I don't miss him.
I just gave a beautiful speech it made me cry. <3 My speech: No family. Fuck family. No friends. Who cares, they'll stab you in the back. No girlfriend/boyfriend. Fuck relationships. Fuck everything.
I fell in love with the fake him .. He's not who I thought he was. Now I'm just heartbroken..
I never claimed to be perfect. I never claimed to be fake. I never claimed to be a great writer. I never claimed to be a saint.
I've just recently got likes on a old Opuss .. It's called 'Cutting' I wrote it months ago .. I barely remember. My life has changed so much for the better. I was lost in despair.
In the end, I am right and he is wrong. He just doesn't know that. #FlashFiction.
I fell in love with you, you fell in love with the girl next door. #FlashFiction.
1 thing I've learned in life: Don't stoop to the haters level .. You're better than them..
Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step. - Dr. Martin Luther King Jr..
I can't believe Blood on the Dance Floor started out as just a dream that Dahvie Vanity had to make repetitive music that everyone hated and now it's a group of two amazing people trying to stop...
L - Lying I - Ignoramus F - Fake E - Envious people.
Yo, listen up.
What is life. I think it's just a giant knife .. That puts me in pain .. Just end the strife .. Please .. On my knees, I beg for you to end me .. Kill me ..
I thought for once. Just once. I could be accepted for who I truly am, but no. That's too much to ask for. Isn't it. This world is so fucked up.
Love isn't a toy, It's a feeling. If you play with it, it'll fucking break!.
Don't break, Don't fake, Don't try, to take my heart, my soul. You don't make me whole. My weaknesses, My strengths. I've gone to many lengths so hate, don't hurt. Don't treat me like dirt.
I'm not going to lie .. I'm not a great writer. I can't write a poem for crap. I hate poems .. But I still stay on this site because all of you are oh so nice.
The course of true love never did run smooth .. ~Unknown.
Best friend: But you're not happy.. Me: I'm never happy. I have terrible depression. When I'm not depressed, I'm angry. I also have terrible anger issues.
Who knew that just a small joke could become something so huge .. It was just a joke. I didn't meant anyone to get hurt. Now I'm suffering .. Now I'm having nightmares .. It was just a joke.
*Runs out of Walmart and grabs the monster from my best friend* Best friend: Give the monster back Me: No. Never. *runs into The Walmart parking lot with him chasing me* Best friend: Give it back.
I really freakin hate judgmental people. I listen to rock/screamo and I'm automatically "Emo" I also hate labels, it's crazy. Oh and when you like pop music, you're automatically "Preppy" Just wow ..
I love all of you for being here for me in my dark times. Thank you. I'm so grateful :).
This world will never be what I expected .. And if I don't belong, who would have guessed it ...
This feeling is intense, It just doesn't make any sense. Could it be. Oh gee. Does love really feel like this. That passionate kiss .. The butterflies in my belly, I kinda feel all jelly.
Convo #2 Me: Stop making me fall for you. Best friend: No, never. Me: Stop being soooo cute. Best friend: You know you like it. Me: Stopppp Best friend: You know you want me (; Me: Kiss me.
A Monday night with my best friend consists of Mtn. Dew, burping contests, arm wrestling matches, and cuddling :3 I love that I can be myself around him. <3.
I'm not going to lie, I went through some shit in 2012 .. And I'm not going to just lean back, relax, and forget about it. I'm slowly fixing up the pieces ..
Remember that girl who always smiled, who loved to see others happy because of her presence. The girl that was shy, but once you got to know her she wouldn't shut up. Yeah, that girl.
Me: Justin Best friend: Bieber Me: loves Best friend: your Me: big Best friend: cock.
My best friend and I say "I love you", but he doesn't know when I say it, I mean it in a relationship way .. Sometimes I even tell myself that we are dating even though we aren't. Yeah, I'm weird ._.
Cuddled up with him on his bed watching "The Nightmare before Christmas" and eating ice cream. This is what I live for.<3.
There is this guy, he is amazing and every time he texts my heart beat speeds up a little faster and I honestly don't think I could live without him .. He's special.<3.