Dreaming Of Death

The darkness filling the air.
Water pouring from the sky.
Standing in the rain.
Drowning out the pain.
On my knees at your grave.
Echoing off the silence of the cemetery, your voice calls begging to be saved.
I can't seem to believe. But I hear you calling to me.
A still silhouette. I can hear your breathing
Standing in the rain, you reach your hand out to me.
Afraid to see you leave I pause and ask how could this be?
Awaking in panic, heart thumping.
You vanish, realize it's nothing more than dream.
Torn at every seam, I can't seem to believe
Obsessed with death since you left.
So real, I could feel you here.
Everyday awaking to what was my only fear.
Losing you. But to who?
That's what kills me. Knowing there's anywhere you could be.
Lost in existence. All your memories and feelings of us gone? Or am I wrong?
Will I see you again or am I just telling myself this to get along?
If I only knew where death takes us...
Maybe I'd really be able to sleep.
Dream of you and me.
I can't find my escape from this place. A world filled with questions and no answers.
But I refuse to let you go.
Even if I never know.