I Am Not Miss America

I am untamable
The life before me holds no boundaries
Decisions left unmade for a reason
But the reason is yet unknown
Confusion befools me of my emotions
I don't even know myself

I am from the unlasting passion of two lovers
Wild and crazy, but not fitting
They have molded me to what I am
My life being simple, yet I am unable to control it

I am concerned about my future
What will become of me?
Will I be what I want to be?
What do I want to be?
Questions haunt me with unforgiving results

I am passionate about the universe
All within it make me
So many things to love
To soon should I be forced to choose one

I am hopeful that I can learn from my mistakes
I want my life to be perfect
But what is a perfect life
Happiness from life comes from the pursuit, not the ending
Nobody will be happy with my ending
But then again, some will be glad

I responsible for my own actions
What I do, I will face the consequences
The unavoidable, is fortunately, unavoidable
You are not responsible to try and understand me
I am responsible for including you in my confusion