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It's times like these I wish I could wax lyrical poetry to give that depth and feeling to a situation. Sadly you're stuck with just lil old me!

Remember the guy I'm sorta seeing, whatshisface...Irish?! The one who won't allow me a furry animal (he's allergic) or babies (breaks out in a rash type allergy) or marriage (puts him in a coma!). Yeah him, that lone wolf that refuses to be part of my pack.

Well he might be back in January.

"Yeah we know Lj" is the response I'm probably getting from you.

Okay I give you that.

Betcha didn't know it might be permanent though?!

SQQQQUUUUUEEEEEE!

coughs Excuse me.

I'm being supportive by not getting my hopes up. Or mentioning the fact that in 7 weeks time we could be at the final countdown. Nope I'm being a big girl and not telling him how fucking amazing it would be to have him BACK, in London, with ME!!

6 months ago, he left with a wave and a small smile and drove out of my life and out of England.

Maybe he said...6 months he said. Oh it's still maybe and the 6 month mark was Saturday the 24th of November. But I'm so close, I can taste it!

I don't want to get my hopes up just to have them brutally shot down. Hope is the biggest killer in the world. Regardless I still see him in January, maybe only for a week and not necessarily forever.

But it's something right?

Hope. Pray. Wish.

I need you back Irish, I need to go back to the home I created in your heart.

Its in your voice now, I felt it tonight. Even you know the immensity of the situation. Something we said goodbye to, an emotion that was too good to be real has survived all this time and it's possibly going to have a chance to really shine.

5 weeks and he'll know if he's coming. 6 weeks he'll pack up, sailing over the sea and driving back. 7 weeks and it will be hugs and kisses, time for "us".

Amsterdam. Stonehenge. Lisbon. Liverpool. Prague.

"Slow down happy feet, lets just find out what happens and then we'll figure it out"

Yeah okay, I'll be quiet and supportive. Like a bra :)

chickgamer

@chickgamer

If I was an angel, my wings would be tipped with black...writer, lover, dreamer, thinker, complicated.

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Awwww!! I so hope he comes back to you! Eeee!!! And London! And Liverpool! Yey!!!!!! πŸ˜πŸ’šβœŒβœ¨πŸ˜œπŸ˜˜πŸŽ‰βœ¨

@naaviie you're excited about the Liverpool part! Tbh I just wanna show him where I used to live πŸ˜„ but thanks, I hope he makes it back. πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™

Really hoping this works out for you lady πŸ‘πŸ˜ŒπŸ˜˜

@Fly10 thank you 😘😊

@chickgamer aww omg! This is massive! Huge! Epic! Ok I'll stop, I won't get you all excited until you know for certain. But (yay) sounds promising! I'm so excited (jealous) for you ❀😊❀

@Irrational_Kimmi I know right! Gaaahh! But being supportive, so no excitement yet. Don't be jealous, once Johnny comes back it's for good and forever, you're the only girl for him ❀

Love this! And that's great news πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘hope it all works out for you πŸ˜˜πŸ’

Best of luck to you!! πŸπŸƒπŸ‚

@chickgamer ok, like a bra! But it's something! It's not 'never' and you two could be together sooner than you ever imagined. Ok. Shh. No more excitement. I dunno how you are so calm btw! Yeah I hope so, I'm putting all my hopes on Johnny rotten (nickname 😜) ❀

Hehe I haven't called him that for ages. I'm gonna when I speak to him next 😁😍😁 He calls me Kimberly (cuz he knows it annoys me 😜 - we like to give abuse!)

πŸ‘ best of luck πŸ‘ and @Irrational_Kimmi ... The Kimberly tag is now outta the bag πŸ˜‰

I'll be quiet and supportive... Like a bra. :) that's my new catch phrase. Supermegafoxyawesomehot just got a bit old.

Haha, I love this "quiet and supportive ... Like a bra" πŸ˜„ that's fab. Fingers crossed for you I hope it all works out πŸ’—πŸ˜Š

Let the countdown begin. πŸ’πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’šπŸ’š

@sjw @vieromero thank you πŸ’œπŸ˜Š

@Irrational_Kimmi I'm getting called happy feet for some reason. I miss cupcake! Haha Johnny rotten sounds kinda cool actually. You know there's love in the abuse πŸ’œ I'm calm because I really can't so anything until he finds out. All I can do is job hunt, and he too is being supportive by saying its okay if I apply for jobs in Liverpool and move if I get it. Supportive!

@Burrfoot thanks 😊

@starkid_fanfic haha glad I could help out!

@PoppyA thank you 😊 who knew female underwear could be so literal in conversations

@eddie12309 not like I'm counting or anything πŸ˜πŸ‘

It's awesomeZ

Wow...I can see why you be sooooooooo excited...good luck Hun ....everything is crossed for you ✨❀✨❀✨❀✨

@misslittleDHP trying to not get too excited and buy matching robes yet 😜thanks hun 😊

@Burrfoot uh oh. Didn't think about that...😁

@chickgamer happy feet is cute! I guess you need to figure out exactly where he'll be before you get a job somewhere random? I mean, if he ends up in London and you're in Liverpool...😨

@chickgamer I'm sure he will!! I like Liverpool... Apart from the cold and rain and accents I can't understand it is a great city! Hahaha, but don't worry, london's got more jobs? πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’š

@Irrational_Kimmi @naaviie I want a new job and I agree London has more jobs, but it's more expensive. I made the suggestion that if he's not moving here anytime soon then I could move back to Liverpool where Β£20k a year is practically living like a king! That's when he announced he might be back...ohhhh. He's happy if I'm happy being 2hrs apart by train rather than a whole different country. I dunno, I need a new job regardless

@chickgamer you'd still be closer than you are now!

OMG!!! Woooo! And what kimmi said πŸ‘†πŸ‘†β€πŸ‘πŸ˜˜

@chickgamer and you're learning to drive so soon you'll be able to zoom about wherever you like. And after being thousands of miles apart with a 5hr45min time difference, I'd take just being in the same country 😝

@Irrational_Kimmi I know, it was just the way he said "but you're my London native, who else could guide me?" And I was like aaww! Luckily for him, Liverpool isn't hiring right now. And you're right, him being on the same piece of land would be better than nothing. I applied for 2 jobs in London anyway that I'm not likely to get, but woo that money would be worth living in the east of end of nowhere!

@minxyMolly haha not getting excited 😜😘 but you can for me

@chickgamer I'm already hitting the champaign πŸΈπŸΈπŸ˜ŒπŸ˜„x

@chickgamer sounds like you've kinda decided to stay in London anyway! πŸ˜‰ You'd be living in the SAME CITY! How awesome and odd would that be?

@chickgamer sorry! No excitement. Serious face 😐

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Aw yeh, only 2.5hrs on the virgin pendilinos (sp?)...! Easy! And you'd have 20k more than anyone else in Liverpool! πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

@minxyMolly no underage drinking!! Haha before I'm labelled a bad influence 😜😁

@chickgamer don't worry i was already underage drinking πŸ˜‚ with vodka or gin...maybe I should put drinking on a hold for a while πŸ˜ŒπŸ˜„πŸ˜‚β€πŸ‘

@Irrational_Kimmi damn it, I have no desire to be 2.5hrs apart, I'd rather be down the road or at least a distance where he can pick me up. It would be fucking amazing!! Just argh omg!! breathes can't get over excited. 😐

πŸ˜‘ Hmm emo won't show

@naaviie haha ripping on the poor students of Liverpool. I was one of them once! Yeah it would be way to get back to London, it's still an idea if everything else falls through

@minxyMolly maybe you should, Xmas is coming!

@chickgamer calm! 😁 Yeah, closer is better. Much better. Can't tell you how awesome it was when Johnny lived a 10min drive away. It's just great, cuz even after a day at work you can still see each other for a couple if hours, no problem. I wish I could have that back. Ok you can't be excited but I'll be excited for you πŸ˜ƒ

@minxyMolly vodka eh? Please 😁

@chickgamer haha and I drank my sherry in the summer πŸ˜” guess I'll be on the wagon for a while now

@Irrational_Kimmi for a first time, kept me warm in the cold πŸ˜„ didn't feel the burn till after lol

@minxyMolly @Irrational_Kimmi Molly makes me proud. I have to frown disapprovingly while slipping her some wine haha. I had a phase with sherry, only Portuguese ones though.

@Irrational_Kimmi haha you'll be excited whether I am or not. I miss living 7 miles away from him. He'd pick me up after work or I'd meet him half way. Ah the good old days! You'll get it back, in better ways once Mr Rotten is back 😍

@chickgamer @minxyMolly hehe sherry? Old lady drink! Bring on the tequila slammers and jΓ€ger bombs and absinthe baby!

@chickgamer aww thank you πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜„ mine was from Dorset the woman down there I think thought I was 18 cuz she was like I can take a bottle from her secret alcohol stash πŸ˜„ I went for highest percentage x🍸

@Irrational_Kimmi I'm still down with all the young ones, don't you worry. I'm planning a trip to Amsterdam just for erm the sights and sounds. And Liverpool is definitely not for the 99p drink nights!

@minxyMolly you're such an alcoholic! I'm so proud πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ haha but seriously, where are the shots?!

@chickgamer hehe I've never been but I think I'd enjoy the 'sights and sounds' of Amsterdam! I'm dead classy me, I like to get half-wasted before I even leave the house. Then it's dead cheap to go out 😁

@chickgamer haha I've yet to do shots! But one day soon! @Irrational_Kimmi I like that idea!! πŸ˜‚

@Irrational_Kimmi that's just the smart way to drink. I did like doing shots though at the bar, lining up like 30 to have in a straight go. Yea i like to be a wild one...I'm trying convince Chris to go Amsterdam but I have to wait until he knows what's happening in his life

@minxyMolly when you're legal haha

@chickgamer hehe no promises πŸ‘Ό

@chickgamer woo I love doing shots - I like having a shot race where you line them up and one of you starts at each end then you have to race to drink the most shots! But Johnny can't do shots anymore because of his stomach problems (this is what too much alcohol does to you @minxyMolly !). I think he'd be in his element in Amsterdam though, might have to convince him to take a trip there in the summer...

@Irrational_Kimmi I heard Belgium's good for beer

@minxyMolly he likes beer (😝) and ale so he'd probably like that too.

@minxyMolly @Irrational_Kimmi just looked up flights and hotels. It's relatively affordable. Definitely going to have to poke Chris into this. Johnny would definitely love it, suggest it as a fun first holiday away. Shot races are fun though haha I miss living in a city constantly drunk

@chickgamer haha shall I write this all down for the future?

@minxyMolly take notes πŸ“ learn from the not so wise ones

@chickgamer sounds like we both have a plan. Yeah I miss being drunk all the time too, it's just not the same anymore. Most if my friends are now too 'grown up' for it (several have kids etc) and my main drinking buddy is far away!

@Irrational_Kimmi tbh I just wanna get him drunk and do bad things to him. Most of my friends just can't keep up...though I wouldn't mind playing happy families

@chickgamer that's always a good plan. It's my personal fave 😁

@Irrational_Kimmi I'm not surprised, tbh you could make it your full time job 😝

@chickgamer hehe if only. Wait, would that make me a hooker?

@Irrational_Kimmi nooooope, just his hooked πŸ˜πŸ‘

@chickgamer hehe omg I'm missing him and his penis...😁😁😁

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@Irrational_Kimmi should have cloned his willy!!

@chickgamer it's not the same if its not attached to him πŸ˜‚ its what he does with it that makes it so good...

@chickgamer we are terrible πŸ˜‚β˜ΊπŸ˜‚

@Irrational_Kimmi you are, I'm a good girl πŸ‘Ό it's not like I get occasions to watch as he...finds a happy ending 😜😘

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