It's times like these I wish I could wax lyrical poetry to give that depth and feeling to a situation. Sadly you're stuck with just lil old me!
Remember the guy I'm sorta seeing, whatshisface...Irish?! The one who won't allow me a furry animal (he's allergic) or babies (breaks out in a rash type allergy) or marriage (puts him in a coma!). Yeah him, that lone wolf that refuses to be part of my pack.
Well he might be back in January.
"Yeah we know Lj" is the response I'm probably getting from you.
Okay I give you that.
Betcha didn't know it might be permanent though?!
SQQQQUUUUUEEEEEE!
coughs Excuse me.
I'm being supportive by not getting my hopes up. Or mentioning the fact that in 7 weeks time we could be at the final countdown. Nope I'm being a big girl and not telling him how fucking amazing it would be to have him BACK, in London, with ME!!
6 months ago, he left with a wave and a small smile and drove out of my life and out of England.
Maybe he said...6 months he said. Oh it's still maybe and the 6 month mark was Saturday the 24th of November. But I'm so close, I can taste it!
I don't want to get my hopes up just to have them brutally shot down. Hope is the biggest killer in the world. Regardless I still see him in January, maybe only for a week and not necessarily forever.
But it's something right?
Hope. Pray. Wish.
I need you back Irish, I need to go back to the home I created in your heart.
Its in your voice now, I felt it tonight. Even you know the immensity of the situation. Something we said goodbye to, an emotion that was too good to be real has survived all this time and it's possibly going to have a chance to really shine.
5 weeks and he'll know if he's coming. 6 weeks he'll pack up, sailing over the sea and driving back. 7 weeks and it will be hugs and kisses, time for "us".
Amsterdam. Stonehenge. Lisbon. Liverpool. Prague.
"Slow down happy feet, lets just find out what happens and then we'll figure it out"
Yeah okay, I'll be quiet and supportive. Like a bra :)
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