If I was an angel, my wings would be tipped with black...writer, lover, dreamer, thinker, complicated.
So hold me close Just one more time And kiss me deep For one last moment Wipe my tears away As you make me smile This dream of mine Is never going to last #neartheendofflu #druggedupramblings.
Kiss me like you This is it Miss me like you Maybe more Own me like you The hope grows Want me like you For forever Crave me like you ...
This fantasy clings to my reality I wish to see not dream it If I die forever will I wake up Into the fantasy I long to be in #fluconfusedfiction.
Playing with fire I'm gonna get burned Addicted to you This punishment earned #flashfiction #lackingfulllengthcreativity.
We fell in love. He broke my heart. I never recovered Time for a fresh start. #flashfiction.
Caress my soul with words. Own me whole with a whisper. Mould me into perfection. Push me closer to the abyss. Lie with me in the moonlight. Echoes of passion set free. This feeling yearns to fly.
Callous words set free again. Over remnants of you and me. Multiplied by the chaos within. Purging you is a necessity. Lies and hurt ensure we die. Even though our love was pure.
I fall into sweet sin. Over and over again. Praying its the last time. But you know it's not. So we play this game. Of hide and seek. Cat and mouse. Master and slave. Owner and pet. You own me whole.
Sneaking away for quick moments. Even though the guilt gnaws. Can't try to give you up. Reckless love has us captive. Engaged in this dangerous game. Tonight we'll tell her the truth. #acrostic.
#acrostic Kinda dark...
#sundayrepost (Edited) She grabbed the album, feeling the dead weight in her chest as she cradled it. It had been so long since she had added photos let alone looked back.
Once upon a time I fell. Never caring about the consequences. Creating an imperfect situation. Evading the truth from within. United within our beating hearts. Predictably we were doomed to end.
#FridayFun #nightdwellers It slides close to me, a chill wraps up my spine, A ghostly presence haunting me, clawing at my mind.
Devilishly wicked Aching touches Reaping smiles Rewarding sighs Egotistical comedian Nevertheless, you're mine..
Regardless of what you believe Eons we have survived with belief Lies have been thrown over time Ignorance plays a part in the fight God doesn't need one specific persona Invest in learning more...
In his arms I feel safe. In his arms I feel whole. In his arms I am content. In his arms I know my role. With his kiss I am free. With his kiss I barely breathe. With his kiss I am alive.
I'm fighting against the current. Left gasping and drowning. My wings have been clipped. Dragged against the jagged rocks. Whatever is watching me. Laughs at me with malice.
#acrostic. Maybe it's time to ask for help. Engage with a stranger and say. Look just stand there and listen. And let me get this pain out. Nowadays the desolation wins. Chased by repeated nightmares.
Kiss me gently. Kiss me passionately. Keep me safe. Drag me over the edge. Hold my hand. Or let me roam. Be my sanctuary. Set me free from my hell. Write me a poem. Sing me a song.
#acrostic. Such a lonely little town. Years ago it used to trade. Downtown was a popular place. Echoes are all that remain. Nevertheless it has one claim. He's good looking and strong.
I glanced up and noticed the vase. Like everything else in my life. The roses had withered and died. The flowers had turned dry and crisp. The smell was no longer a perfume.
You hold me close and the storm calms and recedes away. Those arms are the cocoon that protect me from the madness.
Late night conversations. I can't get enough of you. Hours spent talking. Minutes spent waiting. The reply alerts me. I wake from my slumber. To compare the madness. Two people apart.
It's like a slow burning fire, always stoked beneath the conversation. It lies in wait for the opportune moment, releasing a spark of lust that flares for a minute before it dies back.
He says he'll teach me to play,. Guitar, Xbox or life. He says he wants to always stay,. My heart, my bed, my arms. He says it's never been this way,. The feeling, the attraction, the lust.
It was a surprise. Unexpected and new. Setting free your emotion. Reborn in seconds. Drugged by you. Sliding under the wave. Heartbeat pulsing. Vein throbbing. Faint from your touch. Intricate webs.
They'll say it's wrong to feel so right. Maybe we shouldn't shine so bright. You've got me glowing with affection. With it comes the offer of protection. So what if we're not that conventional.
A glimmer penetrates the cloud. Just a small patch of light. Of hope, of heaven, of joy. And you bring it all freely. With no judgement. Just the need to offer shelter. And you're aching to save me.
The need in me to destroy Is growing strong once again It's not all your fault But it started way back then So I dress to impress With a smile full of promises They'll never be able to guess That...
Sometimes I get you I threw my hands in the air Sometimes I don't understand I asked him to show me something Sometimes I love you He said if you dare...
With every day the distance grows. What made me smile causes a frown. So the beginning of the end is near. My heart is empty for your love isn't here. ----- Fictional.
Oh princess, why did you run from me. I know it seemed like I wanted forever but I had just wanted to be a friend to you.
I ran up the stairs as quickly as I could, stumbling only when I heard Paulo's crew screaming. I could only assume the figures had returned to deal with them..
#100things Updated.
I think I finally met you yesterday. The man I've always searched for, the Prince Charming of my fairytales, my protector, my saviour, my hero...I found you.
Tense moments sneaking you in,. risking getting caught. Holding back laughter as you trip,. holding hands in the dark. Alone with our crazy conversations,. followed by so much laughter.
Room falls quiet "Package for Lynn" Oh what.... A surprise for me.
Roses are red Violets are blue Be my valentine I'm waiting for you Blood is red Bruises are blue Don't say no Or I'll cut you ---- From the crazy girlfriend meme.
The Christians say "Jesus is the messenger" The Muslims say "Mohammed is the messenger".
I dislike you. I loathe your taste. I detest your laugh. I abhor your smile. I shudder at once being together. I bear malice to your contact. I shrink from your messages.
So you say no and I say yes. Then you say maybe and I cry hope. But you hide away and make me seek. For a happy ending that has no reality. I wallow in darkness until you shine.
It's not perfect It hurts, My heart I hate you I love you I'm unsure, Of everything I'm lost I'm confused I'm tired, Of fighting myself I want you I need you I loathe you, ...
Fart sniffers require a certain smell. Electro stimulation only for the brave. Ticklers love to be stimulated to tears. Inanimate objects are stroked to shine. Slavery still occurs in the bedroom.
Lost thoughts reign in my Heart Overcome with feeling as we Ache Vehemently I declare remember This Everything started from the hEart #acrostic.
#acrostic. Longing to get a taste of you again. Oppressing the urges to lose myself. Vicarious atonement for your sins. Echoes flicker through my mind of us. And still I long for your caress.
Welcome to the party of fun Introductions are not needed Never mind about letting go Everyone is here to get fucked up!.
Seduction is a skill I've learned to posses. Ask and you shall receive on your knees. Directing you to the mighty throes of passion. Isn't the only way I know how to make you beg.
Foolish boy that he was Innocent pleas across the sea Needing to realise he had grown Dad learned not to hover Indeed everyone learned that day Never a better time to let go Gotta let them grow up.
Rated R. It's not that filthy. I giggle shamelessly. "Like this?" I ask coyly, bending over to touch my toes, knowing full well you'll see all I have to offer.
#fillintheblank challenge There once was man named Jack. Jack really loved to drink milk. One not so average day, however, Jack had a nasty run in with a hooker.
Doing something new. Aching to touch you. Teasing you instead. Establishing new rules. Not sure how this will end. Ignorant of how to behave. Getting together for no reason.
Set fire to my very soul. Eradicate previous held conceptions. Destructive ways to make me sigh. Unique senses brought to life. Carefully pick me apart. Thrill me to my centre core.
“Go upstairs and hide!” my mum screamed at me. The noise seemed to snap me out of my daze, I had no clue what was going on but this wasn’t right. I felt fear tighten its grip on my heart.
Gotta keep pushing I wanna quit Gotta keep trying Fuck this shit Gotta keep striving Just give up Gotta keep believing Drag me down Gotta keep going I'm not worthy Gotta be you I hate you.
The amber liquid lures you in with its deceptive colour, honey gold to reassure you it could never hurt you. Until you taste it, the burn intensifies before it soothes as it goes down your throat.
Once where there was laughter and hope, love and lust. Now lies discarded dreams with twisted hate and bitter fates. I let you in to create a home within me filled with light and joy.
Roaming the skies for a clue Underestimating the urge to be free Nowadays it's so easy to do Aching to fly and flee Which way to go I'm hesitant Ask me again by tomorrow Yet even then I wouldn't...
Hold me close until it's time to part. Understand that it's only for a while. Gone are the days of long distance. Getting together is as simple as air. Lounging around couldn't be a bore.
It's not always right but I never said it was. This doesn't have to last forever but it has to last. And maybe it will end in tears but who said it won't be worth it.
Saucy. Rated R.
"I can't see you this weekend, sorry" "But why?. We've made plans!" "Sorry, something last minute came up.
It's torture watching you with her The way you look in her eyes with care I try to pretend that it doesn't affect me But I still love you, don't you see.
The trust I placed in you, destroyed. The faith I had in humanity, crushed. The fear of what you became, grew. The respect I had for you, never more. The fact you're now a father, sickening.
I'm ready to sleep the whole night. I'm ready to give up against the fight. I'm ready to give up control for a while. I'm ready to pick up the phone and dial. I'm ready to forgot the pain and strife.
They say if you love someone, let them go to see if they come back. But lets face it, if you really love them, you're not letting them go. ------ That makes you a bit obsessive :p.
Hey baby, I like to imagine how it will be when it's you and me but I can't see it clearly.
The way you hold me and stroke my back How you watch me when you're trying not to laugh When you make me laugh even though I don't want to The way you're animated after an insane sugar high How you...
Terrified of walking in another day Echoes of the person I once was Aching to just walk away Ready to give in the fight So you win for I am broken.
A slip and a slide in the snow Felt breathless before I muttered an ow" So I indulged at lunch to ensure I live Diesel wellingtons that make the snow give Way underneath my snazzy covered feet So...
#nightdwellers. 200th opuss :). The night has stolen from me. With every breath I see it take. A piece of my heart. A part of my mind. An inch of my strength. I try to grab it but it dissolves.
It's crazy. Sane people don't have these moments. Utterly nuts. That's the only way to describe this anxious feeling. Tired. Dejected. It's been a long day. All I want is my bed.
A little taste. Just a little. That sweet sigh. As you make me swear. Just a little more. A rough thrust. Sweat mingling. You make me cry. Tears of joy slip. The rough handling. A feeling I love.
Sometimes I liken it to a moment the world stands still. Not today though for you've been a pain in my arse. Oh how I'm hoping for a snow day but please don't make me ill.
Wouldn't it be great if there was like a challenge bulletin. So you could recap and see what was going on, or what you had missed. Just an idea I had..
Left gasping and breathless. The words escape me in a rush of fear. There's no way of knowing the outcome. But you have to know its how I feel. They jump from my mouth in a rush.
The lack of sleep that drove me to 5am insanity I left the house this morning fearing for your sanity Stuck on perilous roads with antagonising dicks I prayed you would make it to west london quick.
Your bags are packed and goodbyes have been said. The smile you show is hollow of feeling. Where excitement once was is now filled with dread. The day has come to start a new life with no clue.
I wrote this 14 months ago. I don't know whether to cry or laugh at the ending. Just wish I could hug the old me and tell her "It's gonna get worse before it gets better".
The memory fades with every passing day. I no longer feel the acidic burn of hate. My pain has been replaced with strength. For you will not be the one who crushes me.
So this ache in my chest will soon be Eased with joyful heartbeats at the End of being miles and countries apart.
Cold and alone. I walk this road. With no hope or faith. I'm destitute from love. I long and linger. Too long and too often. I know not of how to be. Sane or normal who knows. I wish I could be cold.
A little swearing near the end ;). I gave you a name to call my own. As a jokey way to celebrate your throne. The trend was set when you started it. "Babycakes" in your heart made me legit.
See this ink right here. This is to remind me that I've got wings that were made to fly. That from a tiny cocoon, I can emerge and soar with the wind, with nothing to hold me back.
I'd forgotten how cold winter could be, especially when you're alone and lacking sleep.
Lets go Amsterdam. Smoke it up like the locals and see the girls. Lets go Italy. Romance me in candlelight and buy me pearls. Lets go Miami. Party all night and sleep all day. Lets go Hawaii.
Your lips linger As they kiss my lips Finally it happens The start of eternal bliss #flashfiction.
Alcohol. Mix it. Throw up. Lesson learnt. #flashfiction.
Seriously super sexual content. Rated R all right.
Good times for a change,. This is the first day of my life,. Kiss me each morning,. You saved me the day you came alive,. I had to find you tell you I need you,. I'm giving you all my love,.
Won't you come home tonight. And don't let us start a fight. I've been needing you like I need air. So please don't play dirty and be fair. Just sit there, talk and let's be us.
Rated R. #bestofopuss erotica She giggled softly as she watched him struggle.
#Bestofopuss. Look at me sitting in a crowd. You would never believe that it is a lie. I'm not really here, these people don't know. The real me, the girl lost inside.
Suffering with the ache in my chest. Over the future doubt of us. Under the weather can't describe it. Lingering thoughts are drowning me. Maybe it's a sign of what to come.
I never understand the full extent of influence of celebrities in a teenagers life. I looked up to some - who didn't?. But they didn't influence my life.
So here's a new story. Rated R. It's a story I wrote a year ago, updated it and edited out a few details.
Woke up this early morning, bleary eyed and confused. I turned over, confined within my covers and I remembered why I was up at 7am.
I really don't like the "follow" game I'm sorry I just don't get your aim There's no prize as we're all the same What do you hope to achieve, fame.
#opussweeklychallenge Hi Lj...well it's still Lynn for now. You haven't changed yet. I'm not quite sure how to start this.
Tossing and turning Sighing and yearning Missing and aching Sleeping and dreaming Wishing and praying Drinking and writing Crying but smiling.
If you're not a South Park fan, you won't love it. But it's the Humancentipad episode and these are the best Cartman lines from it. 15+ Cartman's mom refuses to buy the iPad for him.