It's torture watching you with her
The way you look in her eyes with care
I try to pretend that it doesn't affect me
But I still love you, don't you see?
I wish I had spoken when I had a clue
To be brave and open I wish I could do
It's too late now as you've walked away
Wont you please come back and stay?
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If I was an angel, my wings would be tipped with black...writer, lover, dreamer, thinker, complicated.
Sitting under a starry night, With the moon shining bright, White reflected in my tears, As I realise all my fears. You'll never know how I feel, My heart locked with a seal.
My tears create an ocean My tears create a sea My blood creates a motion For my sorry eyes to see How did i ever get this way. What has made me change.
Our friendship was perfect, Until I confessed my feelings for you, Why did some things even have to change. Maybe, I shouldn't just told you.
I spent all night thinking on this I feel like ignorance is bliss My love for you is unconditional Even though our friendships been dismissed I know we been threw so much I feel like dieing...
Should have really listened when you said I can't. Instead I was busy holding your hand. Should have really listened when you said not now. Instead I was busy reversing your frown.
Locked away in a broken heart. That's how I feel with you. Boxed up in open space. I hate the things you do. Trapped under the wing of a dove. How could you do this. Hidden in my own eyes.
My love for you is strong. And I swore to never do you wrong. And believe me when I say I don't want to lose you. But I don't want my love for you to bruise you. You will always be in my dreams.
Can you forgive my love. Was it placed to wrongly. When push comes to shove, I know we both felt strongly.
@patdolan83 I know, I hope you're okay though. Was she there to support any else or just...rub it in? ๐
She's staying at her brothers as she's been kicked out of her mums ๐ I shouldn't laugh but the reason is very funny to me, I'm not so much bothered that she was there, just that she never even had the forethought to warn/tell me first. And Thursdays are my favourite days because I have a laugh with my team mates, having her sat there didn't make it easy
@patdolan83 deffo awkward. So she knew and still turned up, I'm not liking her...it's crappy tricks ex's do, not thinking of anything besides themselves. I hope you still has a good night though or tried too
@chickgamer I took a few jabs at her disguised has jest, that felt quite good, especially when her bf laughed at my jibes...you hit the nail on the head, she has never and will never think of anyone else's feelings, she's admitted as much to me, god help the kid she's carrying. If it wasn't for her brother I would have probably cut her out completely. Ok that's my rant over with, sorry for bothering your comments page...๐๐
@patdolan83 no it's fine, sharing is caring and I hope it's helping ๐ her bf seems dense lol and there's a kid involved! You're a better person, you could still ignore her existence but you're petty ๐๐
๐ Cheers (her bf knows nothing of our relationship, even though they started as we were still together)
@patdolan83 yeah sorry, she's definitely earned one kill ๐ก I hate people who do that, and you deserve a medal for even being civil to her
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