Burned

My tears create an ocean
My tears create a sea
My blood creates a motion
For my sorry eyes to see
How did i ever get this way?
What has made me change?
How long will i have to pay;
And who will i have to blame?

Take my hand again
So i don't have to bleed
Dead in the eyes of men
For all my sins and greed
But now i want nothing more
Than to stare into your eyes
Than to erase all these sores
And to stop with all the lies
I loved you then I love you still
This much i know is true
I erase your memory with a pill
I still love the things you do

I bleed for you and cry for you
I live for you and die for you
I leave for you and stay for you
I march through night and day for you
I stay here in this dire place
Look upon existence with mere distaste

I love you then i love you now
I love you but i have to pay;
I love you and i'm proud

If i could get just one last day
I'd run my fingers through your hair
I'd sit under the sun and lay
Talk about the here and there
If i could get just one last day;
Then when the sun went down
I'd die there in your arms and say
"I love you still, right now"

I wouldn't have to wait alone
Without your beautiful soul
I could pry this skin from bone
Every scar, freckle, mole

I love you then
I love you still
For that i have to pay
I love you then
I love you now
I love you more each day
But you're not here,
And every fear
I had has been confirmed
I love you then
I love you now

My sorry soul has burned