My Minds Pain

I spent all night thinking on this
I feel like ignorance is bliss

My love for you is unconditional

Even though our friendships been dismissed

I know we been threw so much
I feel like dieing isn't enough

It hurts cause your gone and what's not said is gettin tough

I'm hurting so bad it's sad how is it so easy not to talk

We've been threw so much over the years

Why give it up?

I hurt you
You hurt me

But if I didn't tell you I missed u it would be a lie

You changed my life to a different extent I think u freed me

Im so selfish I don't know what to say I have dreams of u walking away

I ask god for forgiveness and to help me find a way

I'm just lost in the world I looked to hard for a girl

The way we treated each other I couldn't define it to a squirrel

I'm writing this cause I don't know what else to do I love you

And if I didn't get this off my chest It might fall threw

I just wanna be your friend
Nothing more nothing less

But I don't know how u can walk away when I have nothing left

I talked hard with god and I had dreams about this day

But at the end I never thought you would separate from me

Being arrogant comes to mind and even being color blind

Anger could be used because we both played the fool

I'm just tired of hurtin thinking of you

I love you till the end the things u did for me a scientist couldn't recommend

I know I said that last message was my last but I must of been

A dumb ass I'm goin miss y'all all so much this just has to be clutch

Even though I might disappear you close to my heart dear no other women compared

I wish u met my sister here cause threw the things we put up with

I'm pretty sure she would smile because a friendship like ours god would reconcile

Tiffany I love you to death I dropped tears for your name

Cause even though you forgot about me all I feel is the pain

At the end of the day once again the smile you have turns me into a man

In the morning when I wake as you can see your name on my mind still stands

I love you Tiffany and it wouldn't even be right if I faked like over the years our friendship didn't mean nothing threw the thick and thin the bad the good I just pray that god makes a way to make everything good