My Someone

Leading my remedy
for misery on,
I'm building my house
of bricks,
Isolating myself behind it,
Masking an ugly lie
from beautiful eyes,
Suffocating in these lies,
You've blown down
my walls and
I'm hypnotized
ready to fall,
For you,
into your arms,
But I've done
more harm
than good,
So you let me go,
Like I wished
you wouldn't,
But I can't say I didn't,
So this is how it ended,
I stand loving this
ache we made,
You'll mend it & forget it,
Everyday I
make myself relive it,
Regret on my tongue,
Burnt to ashes of everything I love,
My most painful
addicting drug,
No hope for rehab,
Or a one in a million...
Just my someone...