Off My Chest

I'm young,
And Stressed.
Time to get,
This off my chest.

My love,
For you.
Now knowing,
it's true.

I try,
To hide.
Yet all I've done,
Is lied.

No one,
Knows why.
Neither
Do I.

I quite,
Know now.
When why,
And how.

I felt,
This way.
All night,
All day.

The things,
You've said.
Some white,
Some red.

Red flags,
Have shown.
My heart,
I've loaned.

Good intentions,
Not my fault.
Conversations,
To a halt.

You,
Don't care.
You think,
It's fair.

You make,
Me cry.
Scream punch,
And sigh.

Realising,
This now.
Tis to late,
My vow..

I promised,
I wouldn't.
Fall In love with you,
I couldn't.

I now know,
I could.
Don't know,
If I should.

I can't not,
Feel bad.
What I've done,
Is plain mad!

What's wrong,
With me.
My lock came,
With a key.

That key's,
Now lost.
Now it comes,
With a cost.

the lock,
the key.
Has been taken,
From me.

To the public,
Its shared.
All around,
Being teared.

Into heaps,
Into scraps.
My heart beat,
Doing laps.

This key,
Now burnt.
Now hidden,
To be earned.

By one,
One soul.
Who knows,
His role.

Is too make,
Me smile.
Haven't done it,
In a while.

© Sophie Kaelin 30/10/12