Not A Day Passes Where I Don't Think Of You

Your always there lurking, a shadow to my thoughts,
Instead of inspiration, it's memories of you that are brought.

I try to put on a brave face and my most realistic smile,
While inside my feelings for you, are stacking up in piles.

I wake up every day and wipe away my frown,
But once I'm alone again my smile turns upside down.

I try to stop the painful tears, that tumble down my cheeks,
I yearn for you every day but since I've seen you, it's been weeks.

Not a single day goes by, that I don't think of you,
But inside I know that, you haven't got a clue.

I always try to meet up without my family catching on,
But as I put my plan to action something always goes wrong.

There this one song that breaks me whenever it comes on,
I find to the lyrics I am always drawn.

It kills me because I know, that every lyric rings true,
But I know that they won't mean, the same thing to you.

All my efforts, seem to have gone in vain,
I even went to Thorpe park in the freezing rain.

But God must have other plans, got someone else saved for me,
Because even after everything, to your heart I do not hold the key.

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