Full Circle

I can chose to be with someone new.
Someone new who is available to love me.
To love me as if I'm the best thing in his world.
His world which only revolves around my happiness.
My happiness isn't at the forefront of your mind.
Your mind which knows me better than most.
Than most people are every giving a chance to.
A chance to see me for who I am, who I can be.
I can be the one you need, the one who loves you the most.
The most happy, content, safe and accepted you've ever been.
Ever been so open minded before me, before we...?
Before we, I knew nothing, I felt nothing.
Felt nothing but desolation and unhappiness constantly.
Constantly I long for you, I crave you, miss you.
Miss you more than I ever thought possible for something that was meant as nothing.
Nothing hurts more than not seeing you, holding you, being without you.
Without you, maybe I can finally be with someone new.

Someone new...fuck I've gone full circle and yet nothing changes.