Dear Someone [part 4]

Dear Someone,
You literally have me spinning in circles.
Sometimes I get so mad that you don't realize I'm standing here waiting, basically screaming in my head, "Hi! Remember me? I'm still here! I still care!"
Sometimes I get so sad because obviously, you don't think about me. Obviously, you've moved on and I guess I need to move on too.
Sometimes I feel this unfamiliar strength within myself, and I realize we need to create our own sort of closure. I decide enough is enough, and I tell myself I'm going to walk away, but I never really mean it.
I'm not sure what I'm trying to tell you here. My feelings for you weigh so heavily on my soul. I guess I'm just waiting for something to change so that I can be free of these chains.
Until then, I'll stay right here waiting for the impossible.

Love & Rockets,
Shane Oliver