It hasn't fully hit me that today is happening. I was up at 5am from excitement/nervousness.
It's almost like last week was just a preview. Today is the real thing.
Butterflies have sent up camp in my stomach. My heart is already on a nervous rhythm it hasn't felt for months.
I have 7hrs to go.
breathe
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If I was an angel, my wings would be tipped with black...writer, lover, dreamer, thinker, complicated.
That can't be me. It's not possible. But it is. Completely beyond anything I've dreamed.
The music was loud. You found me in the crowd. Took me by the hand to the bar. Making our way through the mass seemed so far. Music pounding in my head. Couldn't hear a word you just said.
There's a massive beaming smile across that girls face. She is in such an amazing place. Surrounded by awesomeness. Fantastic people in all their brilliance. There's a few people missing.
Today is my last here for a while. I leave not with a frown, but a smile. It won't be long till I'm back in your arms. Till I'm back, keeping you safe from harm. This day seems to last forever.
Fly little bird. whose eyes are the stars. whose wings are my scars, yeah. Fly little bird, whose flight is the wind. a tremor within. the bulging clouds. -------------------- I said tomorrow.
@eddie12309 @MrAlex gosh I wish! 😱 I'm seeing my sort of boyfriend for the first time in 4 months since he moved countries, last week for an hour doesn't count apparently 😊. @naaviie I will, probably through Instagram 😝
@chickgamer erhmahgherd I'm so excited for you! And oddly nervous for you too! Just keep telling yourself its going to be full of awesomeness ❤❤❤ I'm totally jealous btw 😁
@Irrational_Kimmi haha I'm glad I'm not the only one feeling nervous. I will keep telling myself that! Don't be jealous, johnny will be back before you know it and ill be the mega jealous one. ❤😍😍 but I'm gonna try and make sure the bedroom gymnastics are worthy of your critic 😄
@chickgamer you'll have nothing to be jealous of because you and Irish will be together! I'm thinking positive for you 😁
@Irrational_Kimmi yeah but I'll be jealous of you raping johnny at the airport 😏😍 that boy better be prepared for how destroyed he'll be when you're done with him, or is it vice versa? Haha
@chickgamer haha vice versa, it's usually me who gets done in first! Well there will probably be no airport raping, he'll be too knackered after the journey and he's scared of flying so its doubly stressful. He's already warned me that he will want to actually sleep first. I said we'll see 😉❤
@Irrational_Kimmi you're unrelenting haha I got the I'm only one man speech again yesterday yet he's the one saying cuddles can wait today. Men! Lust will determine how tired he is 😝😍😍
@minxyMolly @Irrational_Kimmi shh you're just as bad as he is texting me today is the day. It's not real!! On the darker side, my hair style went wrong. Gah! Brighter side, I see him in like 100 mins. What!!
@chickgamer uh oh! Hope your hair is ok still! Typical that it doesn't go quite how you want it to today! I'm sure he won't really be thinking about your hair that much 💇 Aww are you getting cute texts? When I was waiting I just got a text asking if I could go buy him some laminating pouches on the way...😏
@Irrational_Kimmi haha romantic love right there 😀😜 I got 'cuddles soon' before he got on the plane. Just getting reay now, hair is okay. My mum likes it so its not a catastrophe yet. And now to get sexy!
@Irrational_Kimmi @chickgamer our thoughts are with you up to a certain point, then after this we are expecting details 😄😉😘
@chickgamer it was 'I'm comfortable enough with you to ask you to do lame things for me' love 😉 Aww cuddles soon! I'm so happy for you. And yes, as @minxymolly said, we will want all the details 😍
@Irrational_Kimmi @minxyMolly dirty pervs! I ❤ it haha. En route in cab now, he has landed. So erm 45 mins if no traffic. Wow. Even my mum waved me off, it's like a birthday miracle her sending me off to get laid!
@chickgamer haha 😂 even your mum knows the score then? Well I hope it's all you want it to be, I'll leave you to your man! 😊😊😊😍
@chickgamer @Irrational_Kimmi hahaha 😳 dirty pervs, more like sexy imaginative people...😄 Aww ur mom must be so proud!! I'm so happy it's finally here for you x
@Irrational_Kimmi she knows we have something going on 😈😍 haha crowne plaza here I come! Pardon the pun 😂
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