6 June 2012
Today I found out my Granddads dead
My mums lying in bed
Beating herself up
Over and over saying he must of been lonely
He's been dead for some time
Only discovered now
A profound alcoholic but
Natural causes they claim
Why didn't they look after him the same
Even if we were on bad terms
I cried tears to fill a river
Because never before had my mum broke under the pressure this shock it's a disaster
He's to far gone to even see
They only found a number and it lead to me.
My Granddads dead and he was so close
I don't even remember him that well
But still he's my granddad and my mums trying to be strong
I only remember a small bond
I want to be there for her and burden her shame for we didn't even get to say
Goodbye
My Granddad • Opuss № I