Liam Your Funeral.. 16/05/12

It was all good so far.. I watched you getting carried into the church in your shiny white coffin and then your step dad was carrying you in with some other people, I was quite surprised how I didn't break down into tears yet, we all followed in to the church and then everything happened like it does in a funeral but none of it hit me until the very end when your little brothers and sister told me they had chosen mine and yours song for your funeral song Liam! I just had tears in my eyes cause it brought back all of our memories and then things we said we would do which we never got chance to do and now your gone It hurts knowing we never will either.. Our song came on then and I started crying but then I followed your coffin as they took you to your grave baby, I was shaking as I couldn't believe this is the last time Ill see you and it's our final good bye I thought you would always be there for me but now your just my guardian angel baby. Don't leave my side! EVER. When I watched you get buried I broke down into tears that was my breaking point.. I couldn't help myself I'm sorry Liam, I had to let it out. Your buried with your mum and also your with her up in heaven. You would be so happy if you was still here. Take care of each other until I see your face again my ginger :) Always in my heart