I've held heaven in my heart. Her warm touch made me feel alive again. She picked up the pieces glued them back together. Now she is slipping away. And I'm scared. Scared is a word I don't use much. I don't show that im scared. It's not who I am. But I can admit as I write this I'm scared. I want her happy. I want the best for her. She is amazing and hope someday she sees all that she is. I worry what will happen to me if she goes but I can't let her see that. I worry that I won't find anyone like her again. She makes me happy. Her smile her laugh the way she turns red so easy. It's cute. I'm selfish I don't want to lose her. I'm scared heaven is fading.
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