Previous Infatuation

Do you remember when we stood in that field underneath those stars?

I told you I loved you, everything was pure-honest and true. We've both changed so much that its just crazy. I've morphed into someone I'm not, I've stressed more than I thought was humanly possible-exams, us, have I changed too much...you name it I've stressed about it.

I just want to believe that I'm the only one that you love and that you mean the things you say, because my confidence is just slowly diminishing...slowly slipping away into something that sometimes I can't even feel, can't even see. I don't want to finish this, I never want to do that.

But at the minute I'm in ruins.

Please pick me up and make me feel like a human again.