Can I Tell You Something?

Can I tell you something?
I'm not like those average beings
I'm quite introverted with some extroverted feelings

Can I tell you something?
I'm quite shy around some people I know
But around others it's like it's the "Maria Show"

Can I tell you something?
I'm secretly hurting inside
And some days I just wish I could've died

Can I tell you something?
I'm still looking for that one true friend
Someone that will really be there till the end

Can I tell you something?
I still can't really figure me out
I'm a crazy, mixed-up person without a doubt

Can I tell you something?
I don't think anyone really knows the real me
There will always be something that they can't see

Can I tell you something?
I try very hard to impress
Sometimes I try too hard and just end up in stress

Can I tell you something?
I really don't understand why
Sometimes I'm extremely strong, but sometimes I just want to break down and cry

Can I tell you something?
I tend to need a lot of attention
In a good way, not like getting detention

Can I tell you something?
I'm a lot more than just the lonely girl by herself
I really do have a lot of friends, I just need lots of time by myself