Addiction

We sit in silence , the awkwardness is there but neither one of us wants to bring it up. Your addiction still lingers I feel it in my gut. Although there is not much evidence there is enough. You won't seek help, I think you think you can do it alone, but it's proven you don't have enough control. This evil you try to hide will tear us apart , I tell you this but you don't seem that alarmed. I love you but I feel so alone. I try to put up walls to help you, but this addiction will push you to go around them for sure. You know the things you do hurts me so, but it's still not enough for you to let it go. You want me to trust you, and just fall into like once before, but until this addiction is cured I'm sorry I will just have to say no. It's sad this predicament we find ourself in, I wish I could help you , cause I just don't see an END........