Without Feeling

I don't understand.
I'm alive without feeling.
No pain in my bleeding hand.
Life goes on sealing.

It's unreal I move but go nowhere.
I'm stuck, but when I cry, no one hears.
My mind still worries but my heart doesn't care.
My body still here but my body disappears.

I don't feel the need to self-destruct nor do I feel the need to live.
Is that normal to have no fear of death or to live?
It's like I'm here with nothing give,
But nothing but pointless strife.

I'll keep living and keep trying to look for a way through,
So I'll see blindly.
I'll listening for what I'm supposed to do,
But I may not do so timely.

See with no sight...
Hear with no sound…
Touch with no feel…
Breath with no air…
Love with no heart…

I don't understand how I'm alive without feeling.