16 June 2012
Mom says I have so much hate within me; that's it's not good; life's too short for it.
When a woman writes about rape turning into a love story; name me a reason, to take my head out of the lavatory.
I still have dreams where I'm happy; where people can actually see this little girl with a broken heart; not an evil bitch; not worth taking notice, they're people like me.
I hate this world too much and unlike others; I know there is no exit to heaven. Your patriarchal god wouldn't appreciate me anyway, would send me out to burn in hell. He doesn't know though I'm the devil and that he's not real.
*The title is an abbreviation of off a lyric in Use Your Fist and Not Your Mouth by Marilyn Manson
God doesn't believe in me.. • Opuss № I