19 July 2012
Hello there
I hope your doing fine
I just want to tell you
That I know that you've finally settled down
I was surprised by it
But I expected it
I just didn't know it'll happen so soon
Just when I've finally grown
You haven't seen me this way
You've always remember me as your friend's kid sister
But not the woman that I am today
It's okay actually
I never really dream of us being together
No, not since you told me you'll bully the guy that I'll date
Since then I've given up the hope of anything between us
Or even more than sibling affection you have
But I just want you to know
That I really had a big crush on you
Ever since you said 'hi'
And told my brother to let me tag along
I often watch you when you visit
And envies every girl you bring
After all I've seen you cry for other girls
And I'd wish I could lessen your pain
But you won't be doing that anymore
You called me once during summer
You asked for my friends number
If you only knew how frustrated I am
But still I gave them to you
I even put a good word or two
Because that's how much I think of you
But that's all in the past now
And I had gotten used to that part
So I'm telling you now
I'm quite happy for you
Happy that you've finally found the one
No matter how old you'll get
You'll always be one of my childhood crush
Message To My Crush • Opuss № I