White Dream Part 9

After a bath

I told her everything. She understood me, well I think she did. She is very good listener, and I am very talkative, so as best friends we are good match. I went to my room, I took my nighties from one of luggages, and putted them on. My hair was the same color as them, I was light blond. I jumped onto bed, grabbed my phone and started looking to messages, most of them were from my mother. I think this was because of that business deal, not because she cares about me. I thought about running away from all the problems for a while, and felt asleep.

I was standing in the rain, with bright red umbrella. I was waiting, I don't know who. But nobody came. Everywhere was dark, night. Birds were singing there best, so loud. Cars were passing by. I felt confused. Like I'm alone in this world, and no one cares about me. After few seconds, someone was walking straight into me, but I didn't knew who. Maybe just a stranger...

After while I jumped in my bed, and sited in silence for a while. I think it is raining outside...
-Wow .. - and I went for a coffee.

The clock is showing 5am, I never get up so early. But today I need to move out of here, so it's good to have extra time. After an hour I was laying in bed, but I couldn't sleep. I dressed, and took an old book, from bookcase in my room. It was poem book, most of them were about love, few about war, dead. But they were full of lightness, youthness and love. The joy of life. I read many of them, even I wrote a few quotes from them to my phone. It was 9am, and I was on my way to Cheryl's room.