As the face will surface
I sustain the cries
The cries from within
That lay buried deep
As the moon influences
The skies and seas
It remains above me
Being my guide throughout
This is where I want to be
Now, then, today and tomorrow
I'm not sure why
But it feels right, right now
When will pain heal
And when will I smile?
Maybe when I decide
Decide to up, leave and go
©Kim Brown 21st August 2012
First written Feb 1995
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Writing has been my friend since a teenager...I laugh, cry, think, pretend, smile as I do it. I feel that I communicate better through my writing as in person I can appear a tad scatty.
What does being happy feel like. 'cause I sure don't remember. It's such a distant, vague memory, slowly blurring and floating further and further away each day.
Who are you. Walk away, come back another day. Oh selfish soul that you are, don't worry for I am far. I creep around your world, to make things fit. The sentiment is not reciprocated.
Footprints lead the way, Following me through the day... I look back and there they are Telling me I haven't gone far. But why'd I want to go. When the beauty heals my woe. I'll return when I am...
We all have stories to tell, just like you told me yours. I gave you my full attention.
All my life I yearn. Of praises and acceptance. Yet, I remain to be the same. Unappreciated and unaccepted. All my life I try. To be what people want me to be. Lost in their world of expectation.
Have you ever known a feeling true Do you just drift in shades of blue Give it all up for something new Do you have the strength to see it through An empty promise is holding you... Is that true.
I was lured down into the basement where it was dark, oh it was very dark. I was lured by my emotions and not by my heart.
I dont know why I feel, The way I feel I do, I don't know what is wrong with me, Or why I feel so blue. I don't know what to see. I dont know my belief.
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