Let Go

I can't let him go
I want him to see me
To love me to hear me
To look at me with his eyes
Those golden brown eyes that comfort me
I want him to make me laugh with his whimsical jokes
To soothe my worries
To calm my nerves
I want him to help me figure out if I love him
Or if he loves me

But I already know the answer
Why won't you be say it outloud?!

I want him to leave
To run far far away
To go and never look back at me with those beautiful brown eyes that hypnotize me, drawing me back each time

No. I want him to go
It's for the best
For I know he knows about how I feel
And I think I know his
And his feelings are not the same as mine
I want you to go
Run away
I've set you free,
I've let you go.