It's Too Late

As I lay down on the floor
I wondered how did the frown on my face come before?
It is terrifying here
A place of misery I could no longer bear

Why can't I just leave?
Leave this place of horror
Leave the nightmares and terror
The sorrows, anguish and pain
Would disappear
I would have nothing left to fear
No abandonment, no more confused
No prejudice, no more being abused
No misconception of my cowardice
Yes! This shall be my last sacrifice

I got up but I fell
I got up again but I am rooted to my spot
My plan did not go well
I am stuck in this hell hole
I stay still
Silent as a mouse
Oh I hate it here
In this haunting house
But I dare not leave
For I am not brave
Fear has clung to me
Like shackles of imprisonment
I sit still in this silent graveyard
The silence overwhelming
Tortured by the freedom everyone has found
Waiting for someone to pass by this empty house
And hear my feeble sound

I gathered the courage
And at the windows's edge
'Help me' I cried out
'Help me!' I shout
To the streets outside
But no one heard me
How can this be?
Where is my saviour?
Must I be tortured every hour?
Waiting for help that would not come

I have no more strength left
I must return to the pits of darkness
My senses find hopelessness
For nothing could save me now