4 July 2012
I don't know if I can be happy again. I don't think I'd be able to handle it. I'd rather stay unhappy, feel alone, I've become so used to it now, I'm better off on my own. This may seem strange but I can't help it when even my own mind is against me, my life won't be the same again but I honestly don't even care. I want to feel deeply, feel all the pain, it's abnormal for me to be happy. If you really cared about me, you'd let me be.
Happy? • Opuss № I