My Tenth Ever Blog

I get that he is having a bad time but when I need to talk to him he is off with his friends drinking. He doesn't understand that love needs to go two ways and at the moment I am so sad. I love him and I am devoted to him but I do not feel that he feels the same way about me. His friends come first and I come last. I do all I can to support and love him; why can he not do the same for me? He'd rather be down the pub. He is my priority, even through my toughest time I am worrying about his wellbeing. He needs to put me first if this will work and we need to be on the same wavelength or this won't work. I need people on my side. I don't need people that see my as second prize.