hauxstar2013
Did we meet because of fate ? There's no rules so understanding it is never quite straight, Why did we both say yes when it was easy to say no? Maybe we thought the optimism of being together would eventually grow. I feel we are getting …
Can you escape your fate? Can you persevere and lead yourself out of a bad state? But then is that considered fate? There's no rules so understanding fate is never quite straight.. Can you depend on fate and carry on with the long wait ? Or…
@patdolan83 - thank you for writing/sharing your poem "mummy" and helping me to remember mine and inspiring me to write this. A beautiful poem has truly moved me close to tears, Has made me embrace some of my well hidden feelings and fears…
I'm singin in the rain, I'm singin in the rain, Even though there's a tramp whos opemly relieving himself on a drain. I'm singin my way to the station Because Im feeling sheer elation, Don't know how long this happy feeling will last, As…
Out of the satanic darkness comes the light of prayer, After the act of worship a feeling of peace so overwhelming its rare. Yet before I would dawdle and pretend not to care, Pretending to enjoy living in satans lair. Blocking all religiou…
My friends offer valuable medical advice for free although none of them are qualified like my real GP! My friends are psychiatrists without the extortionate fees, It's through them that I learnt about the birds and the bees. My friends a…
@beergrylles challenge Why, oh why, oh why, do I always answer the telephone ? The usual depressing news with me ending up rhyming about my moan.
She's scared of me, and what i can do, breaking down her barriers and opening her heart too... she's too afraid to open up, to venture into the world of love and pain, she knows if she takes my hand and my heart, all thats left is happ…
Sweet whispers run wildly through the corridors off Marsham Street, Whispers of a woman who's beauty renders hearts completely weak. Her piercing eyes and smooth complexion can only be described as near perfection. The sound of her sweet …
I can no longer conform, As my mind has finally torn. I no longer sleep just lie there resting in silent contemplation, My minds lust for roaming in darkness has become a dangerous infatuation. What do I see in this sea of darkness? My f…
Stare at the wall for hours on end, Time is frozen and your sanity can no longer comprehend, the troubled thoughts of a damaged man, whos has no idea of his life's gameplan. I'm expressionless and rooted to the spot unable to move, my emo…
My lack of sleep leaves me in complete despair, It makes my mind feel as though its in need of repair. I'm running out of things to say as I would rather be asleep, But inevitably I watch the clock and wait for the alarm to beep. Why can'…
Need to get back to plan A, and not lead myself into complete disarray. No more silly distractions from my melodramatic reactions. You can easily lose yourself in the grey area of thought, Lost in in the sea of your mind with no sign of a …
An insult a day keeps the foes away, the idiotic,stupid and pretentious few, deserve a final resting place on a disease ridden loo. These ingrates deserve to be blanked and ignored, for playing mind games just because they are bored. Fri…
It's that time again, to close my eyes and start my sleepless nightshift, My sanity and sleep have seemingly developed a midnight rift. I cannot seem to sleep peacefully into the night, My imagination is constantly up for this midnight figh…
Sleep sleep sleep, Still can't sleep Even though I'm tired and crumpled in bed in a strange heap. 7 hours left before I wake, The slow countdown begins for my sanity to break Hours spent thinking and thinking Long sighs and hope slowly sin…
The lack of sleep is puzzling me, The bags under my eyes are bursting at the seams. Night and day is slowly becoming the same thing, Slowly but surely my mind and body is changing. To what extent has my insomnia ceased full control of my m…
The silence echoes across a room of empty souls, a heart shot to pieces, riddled with bullet holes.... a mind torn in half because of matters of the heart, a man inspired to embrace his love for art.. hours go by and the body is still…
The dreams I had were based on lies, All so I could sever my family ties. The fear of getting too close only for them to die, Is too much for my heart to accept and comply. I have hidden it all away, the pain and fear, All masked away neatl…
Nothing. You can't sleep, still can't unwind. Still nothing. You press rewind and delete the days events in your mind. Still nothing. Why can't I sleep? look at the damn time. Still nothing. You hear loud voices arguing outside, it's the …
Its been year since she broke me in half, Threw away my emotions and left me in the dark. Her insane mind and crazed mental state, Appealed to me via a strange twist of fate. Her split personality caused me much pain, So much so i though…