A Story Of My Life: A New Start

You ask me,
Who am I?
Where am I from?
When did I change?
Why am I still here?
How far will I go?

Who am I?
I am a woman
Where do I come from?
I come from a broken home
When did I change?
The time I lived with my soul sister
Why am I still here?
Because I finally saw the light
How far will I go?
If I have to go through all over again
Just to get taste of this for eternity,
Bet on your life I will in a heartbeat.

I came from a broken home,
So rundown I slept with the roaches
I came from a broken home
So dysfunctional that my childhood was a facade
Destroyed by a 17 years old boy
'Cause my mother was in Hosptial
Just cause she was having mental breakdown
Daddy decided to play around,
Which pushes my ma over the edge.

Ma got better one day,
We moved along
Until she met a guy
A guy who is sick in his head,
Portayed as my father,
Everything unraveled on the day
On the day my real father came
And decided to give me away
Away to a sicko

A sicko lead to another sicko
Finally I ran away from home,
I was placed in foster home at 14
Lived happily for a year,
Yet I missed my mother

We once again reunite,
And braved the world together,
Until she fell into devil's trap
She went the wrong way,
Played with fire, and got herself caged
Holed up in a prison cell.
With cold metal touches her merciless
She finally broke down,
Cause she knew she left me
Left me all alone in cruel world at 17
So Broken and naive
I gave up to life, to sins

I went the wrong way,
Got deep and deeper
Couldnt get out
Got into abusive relationship
Being a slave
thought I was doomed for eternity
I thought I did something wrong
But I didnt care,
No, I didnt care anymore,....

One day, I got tired of it all
I felt something pulling at my gut
That there was something out there for me
I stood up, and left.
Moved onward to East,
Met a soul sister of mine
She is my pillar to my bridge,
She is the light at the end of my tunnel
She lead me to something better,
She pushes me to be a person I am today

Found something better
A real friend blooms into love
'Cause someone listen to me
Listened to all my whines,
Listen to all my woes
And I pushed her away
Yet she's still there,
I opened my eyes

Now I am on way
On way to future
A new life
A new start

Yes, a new start.......