looking back for the last time.

i started out 2012 decently happy.. january of that year i had a boyfriend of about 7 months at that time. we started growing apart & finally ended it on february 10th - 8 days after i turned 15 & 4 days before valentines day. i was heartbroken. completely crushed.. i dated around, but never really found someone to soothe that hurt. to fix my heart.. i dated this one dude for like 2 months.. ended up cheated on & broken once more. promised myself i'd never trust another guy.. and that's exactly what i did.. for a little while anyways.. in august, near the end.. the 22nd to be exact.. i started talking to this guy.. he was so cute. so sweet. the sweetest, actually. it all started with me just simply saying happy birthday. something about this guy was different. i didn't question anything. i had fallen in love with him as soon as i saw his facebook profile. crazy, right? not really.. i knew something about him had to be different. in a good way. :) we talked for a while, but hit a bump in the road to being together - my mom.. she wasn't gonna let it happen. absolutely, NO.. she wouldn't hardly even talk about it. until october.. me & this guy started talking again.. we said i love you for the first time october 13th.. i knew something was meant to be.. i had never felt so committed, and happy, and... loved. <3 i begged my mom, until she considered it. she "thought" for about 2-3 weeks... until finally, i had enough.. i changed my relationship status on facebook, but i had her permission.. finally. october 24, 2012 was the start of something amazing.. the best thing that's ever happened to me. my mom loves him, & i'm almost positive she's glad she gave him a chance. i know nobody will probably read this, except him, but that's fine. i love you, baby. ;) the past couple of months have been the best ever. i know this boy loves me. i KNOW it... i had my first new years kiss with him, & he had his first with me. adorable, right? well anyways.. i wanted to look back on 2012 just a bit. i don't remember a whole lot, except since august. :) but i'm okay with that. my past with anybody else no longer matters. only justin & me.. that's absolutely it. <3 <3 <3