What I Want / What I Need

What I want is hard to decide
And if I'm too picky he'll be too hard to find
There's obvious things like funny and sweet
And my heart to flutter whenever we meet

Or even skip a beat if its not too much to ask
That he'll write my name in a heart on foggy glass
I know it's cheesy but I love it anyway
And I would choose that over heartbreak any day

But if he was really the boy of my dreams
Our relationship would be without splits in the seams
No cracks in foundations, no skeletons in closets
No secrets, no lies, just a love that is honest

And a love that is pure, not riddled with drama
One that won't cause me a massive head trauma
One that comes as easy as breathing
One that doesn't give me reason for grieving

But all the things I want I can't get
Because you are forever stuck in my head
When you arrive I don't care, but when you leave I bleed
You're not what I want but you are what I need