You Deserve Better

Longing,
Hopeful
Something I never thought I'd be

Annoyed,
Yet satisfied
Because I like you, you see

But I hate it,
It's awful!
I'm not usually that type of girl

I'm not romantic
Or flirty,
Now you've got my thoughts in a whirl

It's stupid,
I know
But I can't help wondering

What things would be like
You know,
If we were a thing

It couldn't happen though,
I'm too lost
You've been found

You don't see me,
But I see you
I've been waiting for you to come around

I'm a wreck,
I'm a mess
You know who you are and who you want to be

You're too nice of a guy,
You deserve much better than me.