I try to be optimistic but there's just days where I can't simply be happy. It's not like I want to be sad, it just happens. I live in a world where people are back stabbers, liars, cheaters, and unreliable and it makes me question all the other people who are in fact, faithful and trustworthy. This is why I tend to push everyone away. It's hard for me to open up and trust people for the reasons that I've been hurt countless of times, not only from guys but friends and family as well. I was very happy the past few days but I heard something I never wanted to hear... Thing is, I knew it was coming. I'm disappointed by the one person who I thought would never hurt me. But I'm more disappointed at myself for believing I could trust them with anything in the world.
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