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Been outside walking around town with Santos and Urbanrave. The summer is really on its way here in Sweden. Was very sunny outside. I wish it could be June soon. I'm getting sick n tiered of waiting.
It feels like its a summer night outside. Very nice. Tomorrow I will wake up and it will be very sunny and hot. I just know it :) now I'm gonna try and sleep a couple of hours. Look at Super Natural on TV first. A good American serie. sorry…
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I was with my ex for ten years. He is and will always be my best friend and a very important person in my life. I know that if we never had begun with drugs, and "druged" away our love I would have married him, and lived with him my whole l…
Sometimes you have to try not to care, no matter how much you do. Because sometimes you can mean nothing to somebody that means so much to you. It's not pride, it's self-respect.
It's 5 in the morning and I can't sleep, Marcus is here visiting and today we are going to AF and check out some jobs. But I don't think anyone one would want to hire two addicts, but what the hell, better to try and fail rather then have d…
I try to be the person I was before I became addicted to drugs. Everybody always ask me if I remember different things we have done togheter I say yes I remember, but I don't. I try to be my old self so people/family doesn't worry about me.…
I'm so fucking tiered. But is no ide going to bed and try to read a book and sleep. Because I live above Flens only pub. It's so fucking noisy, people are screaming like crazy. So do only thing to do is to lay here watching tv until the fu…
It's soon morning here in Sweden. I can't sleep. Thinking and worrying about tomorrow. Drugs as usual! Always worrying about It. I need to take it easy a couple of days, I don't want to get sick when I don't take it. I came home from treatm…
I got a letter from a friend today. I haven't heard from him in maybe a year. He is in jail and are coming out in June. I'm very happy, we always have so much fun. And he is free in the summer so now I know this summer will be lots of fun …
I'm laying in my sofa watching TV. My ex is here hanging. That's nice. We both has the same problem. I don't have a lot of sober friends left, and the ones I do have I met sometimes. We go out party or go to dinners. But I pretend, I try to…
If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one. Because if you really loved the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second.
Today's work is done. We got the money, and soon we have our "medicin". As soon as we woke up we have called around and trying to get what we need. Every morning, every day is the same. We are slowly killing our selfs and we are well aware …
The soul always know how to heal itself. The challenge is to silence the mind.
It's very late at night and I'm not tiered at all. I'm happy that Markus is here and holding me company. We're gonna watch Tv and chill. I have known him for ten years and I know absolutely everything about him, and he knows everything abou…